Results yesterdayyyyy crazy damn happy my results slip looks damn nice :D
It was really shocking then ok cuz i got ALL As! I almost died. Like seriously.
Everything was really so unexpected. I never got As for lang before in my whole life and didn't have any expectations but it actually happened!
But total weirdass, got A2 for both CL and HCL uhhhhhh a bit regret my CL if only i got A1 then my L1R5 would be 7 then i confirm go VJ alr :(
I was quite disappointed for my physics tho, didn't expect to get A2 cuz being haolian and full of myself i expected an A1 walaoooo if only i got A1 my L1R5 would be 7 then confirm go VJ alr :(

Okayyyy stupid if onlys. But oh man i really wanna go VJ but only very lucky 4 pointers can make it :((( UHHH IF ONLY........
At first before the whole results thing i was telling myself i would be content with just going to TJ but now that i got an 8 i know i won't.
Aside from the uniform being uglier, which doesn't matter that much since i survived AHS, TJ is really... aiya.
After listening to hsiao i think she's quite right. TJ will be just like another AHS, about the same area, about the same people. And nobody cares if you go to TJ. Only if you go to VJ or better will you be 高人一等, and that matters to me a lot. I like to be 高人一等. I like people to 刮目相看@me ok. (Hahahaa i using a lot of cheem words nowadays, maybe cuz i got A for lang)
Last time during PSLE I didn't want to be in DHS for similar reasons. Because I knew it would be like another KHS flooded with KHS people and its going to be that way for 6 years? Crazy.
Then, I chose to be topper in a lousier school than borderline in a better, more well-known school.
Now i'm thinking differently luh. I'd rather be borderline in VJ than average in TJ. People just see you differently. I know next time all this probably wouldn't matter much, but still, now it matters a lot to me /:
I'm just this close to going VJ, yet the chance is so slim. If i get in TJ i'll think that i deserve better but seriously? 8 points is not a big deal because the whole world seems to be getting 8 points dammit.
Ok this post is getting sadder by the minute i shall stop grumbling. Later people hate me hahahaha.

Just be content with the results i have and hope for the best :)