life has been preeetty boring &no liferish.
so basically i don't think i'll have anything to blog about. so bye.

just kidding.
ok not funny but anyway i had my piano exam today so i really really feel like talking about it although i know nobody actually cares but still. let me say ok.
cause i really want to say. not like it was something very special or anything. but i really feel like saying something about it.

cause i totally screwed it up ok. i was still quite happy when the whole thing ended but after that the more i think about it the more irritated i get.
i have been hoping for an old man to be my examiner for almost th whole of yesterday since they have always been the nicer ones (:
&i really got a nice old man ok. but i totally wasted it luh. like what the. like what theeeh.
i think this time is the worst i've ever performed for practical &i'm like frigging pissed.
and of all grades i have to do badly for my grade 8 ): not trying to chen ji show off ok. but wa really damn depressed ):
can't imagine getting my noob results in a few months time. can just die.

ok probably you would have skipped the whole of my previous paragraph since you were totally not interested at all. but tell you ah i'm really very depressed ok. maybe i don't sound like i am but i am. right. i'm too pissed to continue. soooooooo yup. that's it bye.