whee
today i was a bit disappointed in myself D:

i rmb in the morning when i just came to school
i was abit bad mood liddat:/
cause in the morning something happened
and i was damn buay song through the whole bus trip to school

i walk in class face still a bit black de(not as black as xianjing)
but yeah i was damn buaysong

some more these few days in a veh
emo-but-dun-wanna-emo-cause-i-dun-wanna-affect-all-the-tests
+gasps for breath+
+continues sentence+

mood._________.

yeah and i think i was kinda rude to a few ppl:/

feel so sorry and disappointed in myself now:/

and some more
yah if i didnt control i could have caused big big problems
for example:
screaming at them (lol?)
slapping them._. (seriouuussss)
throwing them out of the class window(wait. the class is on the first level damn)
etc etc things you cant imagine zixing doing:O

so yeah
to prevent any accidents from happening to all those innocent people,
i went out to revise chinese with laogong(cause she got buy insurance no la jk xD)
and told her how pissed i was
though without any elaboration of what happened

and i think i kinda got over it alr(:

BUT i'm still kinda pissed thinking of it again now
so i shall not post about this anymoreee:D

okayy this is sooooo un-zixing cause zixing is so nice and such a wonderful person to be with
but yeah
i will get over those suckers soon:D

anyway to the people i was rude to in the morning,
i sincerely seriously apologize cause i didnt mean it
yep thats it

i will be back with another post later
a more cheerful one hah
brb:D