today had guitar
and and zhiyan didnt come
shit
and and yan you transferred from first guitar to rhythm
shit
and and michelle HO transferred from first guitar to rhythm as well
shit ._.

guitar without michelle sucks):
nobody to teach me running notes xian
but mr shi rearranged de seating
and joy is sitting beside me
so its still okay

still,
nobody to teach me running notes
meh.
ahh well theres always one day when you have to learn to stand up on ur own feet
and be independent(:
whatever

pasco is really really really fun:D
trust me
though the running notes are like some piece of shit
so difficult
and so irritating
and makes ur specs degree increase by a million after reading all of them,
ITS FUNNN(:

anyway
went home with michelle TEO again after prac
didnt join the others for once
lol
and we talked about the top ten gay things about _______ part II
fill up the blank yourself^^
and then we talked about another gay by the name of _______
fill up this blank too^^
oh aint it fun:D
reminds me of primary school
all the fill in the blank questions
some more still got close passage
so interesting

geezz
i'm getting that feeling again
and it sucks like shit
in the past
i used to think
the presence of it
the fact that it is there
just there
i would be like
so what i dont care
its supposed to be like that
let it be

but now
now that its gone
its gone
it just disappeared without a trace
i finally realised its importance

now i totally regret it
why did i take it for granted in the past?
why did i treat it as if its not important to me at all,
when it is actually hopeless for me to go on without its presence?

now that it is gone
i really feel so guilty
why didnt i treasure it while it was still around
why must i wait until its gone
then i start to realise its importance

i want to go back in time
go back to when it is still around

what is that it i'm talking about?
now you tell me