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Hello JC life

2011-02-09T17:38:00.002+08:00

You're crazyyyyyyy.
But meh. That's something for me to get used to :)

Joining 2 CCAs would be crazy too. Should I?
Guitar and/or Interact????????
I want Interact but nobody joins just Interact. Its always interact + sth.
And I feel kind of dumb to be joining guitar again. I'M ACTUALLY JOINING GUITAR. Yes, after all the denying. I feel so loserish.
6 freakin years with mah guitar and the ever nice buds**. Woo ttly love you manz.

11S55~~~ :D
Lectures, i totally geddit man. Hahaha totally~~~

Whatever, will find a way to survive.
See yall, soooooon.

OH HAIIII

2011-01-26T18:39:00.004+08:00

O MOE YOU ROCK SRSLY.
VJ YES MAD 开心 MY 梦想 FINALLY COME TRUE
BUT THEN I GOT NO FRIEND?!?!?
Like i'm the only 8pointer in my circle of friends that got in VJ science whyyyy (maybe cuz i no friend in the first place)
So i go VJ lonely + 垫底? Rocks.

But still I'm really happy i got in VJ... haha weird mixed emotions.
Hope shu's appeal gets approved so i won't be so alone, but science stream is like damn competitive, very small chance :(
Anw whether she gets in or not, i will still be loner for orientation~ Ok got hsiao. But i think 7pointer and 8pointer different world???? Meh.

And then also what cca to join :(
Definitely not guitar!!!!! but idk still got what else.
Some sports like quite cool but then i hate the sun. Indoor sports like very limited choices.
Then whuuuut. Clubs and societies? HAHA. Hate making decisions like this....

But oh well one step at a time.
For now i know bus 12 will be my best friend for the next 2 years~ Its gonna pass by tj and ahs and i can showoff? Haha.
Orientation tmr. Dies.

I WANT VJ

2011-01-11T09:16:00.003+08:00

Results yesterdayyyyy crazy damn happy my results slip looks damn nice :D
It was really shocking then ok cuz i got ALL As! I almost died. Like seriously.
Everything was really so unexpected. I never got As for lang before in my whole life and didn't have any expectations but it actually happened!
But total weirdass, got A2 for both CL and HCL uhhhhhh a bit regret my CL if only i got A1 then my L1R5 would be 7 then i confirm go VJ alr :(
I was quite disappointed for my physics tho, didn't expect to get A2 cuz being haolian and full of myself i expected an A1 walaoooo if only i got A1 my L1R5 would be 7 then confirm go VJ alr :(

Okayyyy stupid if onlys. But oh man i really wanna go VJ but only very lucky 4 pointers can make it :((( UHHH IF ONLY........
At first before the whole results thing i was telling myself i would be content with just going to TJ but now that i got an 8 i know i won't.
Aside from the uniform being uglier, which doesn't matter that much since i survived AHS, TJ is really... aiya.
After listening to hsiao i think she's quite right. TJ will be just like another AHS, about the same area, about the same people. And nobody cares if you go to TJ. Only if you go to VJ or better will you be 高人一等, and that matters to me a lot. I like to be 高人一等. I like people to 刮目相看@me ok. (Hahahaa i using a lot of cheem words nowadays, maybe cuz i got A for lang)
Last time during PSLE I didn't want to be in DHS for similar reasons. Because I knew it would be like another KHS flooded with KHS people and its going to be that way for 6 years? Crazy.
Then, I chose to be topper in a lousier school than borderline in a better, more well-known school.
Now i'm thinking differently luh. I'd rather be borderline in VJ than average in TJ. People just see you differently. I know next time all this probably wouldn't matter much, but still, now it matters a lot to me /:
I'm just this close to going VJ, yet the chance is so slim. If i get in TJ i'll think that i deserve better but seriously? 8 points is not a big deal because the whole world seems to be getting 8 points dammit.
Ok this post is getting sadder by the minute i shall stop grumbling. Later people hate me hahahaha.

Just be content with the results i have and hope for the best :)

Grass is greeeener

2011-01-05T16:36:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii been so busy for the past few weeks~ Not acting popular or what but idk y life was so peaceful, if not boring at the beginning of the holidays and suddenly things just start popping out everywhere. Haha does that even make sense? I don't think i'm making sense.

I know this is very delayed, like 5 days into 2011 but i still wanna do a quick reflection on 2010.
Totally awesome year of ignoring people, being all lonerish and nerdy and shizz.
Last year wasn't all eventful or anything, but it wasn't that bad. Sure i felt relieved and all after the O's but idk, i just felt really proud of myself for knowing to set my priorities straight and being responsible for my future lol.
I'm not at all sure about how i'm going to do for th O's (results... in... 5... days...) but the fact that i made it through seems to be a great accomplishent :)
I didn't socialise much in 2010 cuz i figured it would be too tiring and i didn't want to be tied up in so many stuff and get all confused and everything. Perhaps I was a little overly antisocial that year but at that time i just wanted to do well for O's and nothing else seemed more important then. I just did what i felt was best for myself cause I don't wanna be poor I wanna be a millionare!!! Hahaha :D
Several years down the road, when I look back on sec 4 life there probably won't be much memories to hold on to, other than practising Amath, memorising Geog out aloud at home and all that, but i still think that all that was worth it. No regrets! (Maybe it'll be a totally different story if my results are like shit ahhhhh whatever) But anyhoooo i'm content with the few but cool friends I have :)

For 2011, I will:
Take good care of my face and stick to my skin care routine
Eat healthy and exercise as often as possible
Stop giving grouchy pissed of face to people i'm not close to
Stop acting shy
~~Stop being~~ Be less self-centred :>
Study hard still and listen to lectures hahahahaahaha
Treasure my friends~

Okay don't want too many, like that enough already :)

Yup thats all for today. Prom in 2 days, Results in 5 woooooooooo bye.

I'm classyyyyyy.

2010-12-17T16:22:00.003+08:00

Hi why are you so disgusting omg seriously manz i just wanna laugh. Haha ew. Haha. Ew. zomg. Nevermind. Tries to ignore.
Anw Lee_kim ily <3 Hahahaha!
Gwetar outing ended up with only 3 people. But still, :D
Heeeeeels + Hello, stranger (KIMCHI!!!!) + We are all v cool now haha so happyyyyy.
Haven't been talking in english for so long I can only speak in chinese now if not will tatitu/dadidu ahhhhh i rock. But nvm. More outings to come, I will slowly get the hang of it again~
Looking forward to th ultra big flea tmr wooooo if only there's someone cool to go with me D: but nevermind. Alone is good, can be aunty as I want.
Shu returning Sg tmr yay :)
Music theory stuff + history is still a pain in the ass + exam fees $515 walaooozzzz.
"I'm classy as shit" Hahahahaha can't stop laughin@this lol.

Waiting for so long~

2010-11-30T19:06:00.004+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiii I was back from KL long ago. Like super long ago. Just couldn't be bothered to update. Again, not like anyone is actually interested or anything.
But KL was pretty cool. Cause finally, no tour group, so no need to mix with weird aunties or wdv. BUT. My dad was being totally weirdass. So about the same? Sigh. Midlife crisis :(

I like our hotel. So high class~ and the buffet damn nice~
Speaking of buffet..... I saw alaric tay and wang xin eating buffet together over there :O
I know, not say very popular people. Like i didn't even know who wang xin was luh. Like meh.
But alaric tay should know right!!! Or at least see before. The guy from The Noose!!!! HAHAHA. I only know him from noose.
And speaking of the noose, season 4 is coming :D But only after some while i guess. I think they just started producing or sth.
Funny I always see Mediacorp people when I go on holiday. Like the last time I saw zhou chu ming in HK/Zhuhai forgot. And another time when I was younger, same tour group as Mark Lee :o Cooool.

So yeah. Basically KL was just eat shop sleep. But fun :)
SungeiWang and Times Square rocks. Everything there is cheap. Lots of clothes there selling at like 10-25rm. Like around S$4-10. Mad.
Food there also all super cheaaaap and good. Ate at restaurants(?) almost throughout the trip and each person's cost only like around our food court price. &Their food court food is like our hawker centre price.
EHHH. And Kim Gary is actually nice!!! To think we made fun of its name when we saw it in Sg lolz.
Oh yeah and i found my prom dress. That, not very cheap but quite normal price? Idk. I thought it was nice when I tried it over there but when I came back home I thought its actually quite normal looking + too long, like touching knee. I think its my own prob, not the dress, cuz i'm too short....... Life rocks. &I can't alter it cuz of its weird design so I guess I'm gonna look like a toot sighhhhh :/
Okay but overall this holiday was great. Would have been perfect if father wasn't acting all weird. Which is impossible :))))

Now, I got pig flu. Ok no just flu. Sucks. Juuuuuust to let you know :)

Nonononono. That's coooool.

2010-11-22T17:46:00.002+08:00

Its been almost forever since I came here. I'm wondering if anyone is actually reading this.
Okay nevermind.
Holidays are cool. Didn't really end up like the way I've been fantasizing for it to be like while studying for O's, but good enough i guess :)
I feel so weird blogging all of a sudden.
Anyway. While I was studying I was like: Go out everyday after O's end.
But like obviously not luh. Look at me now. Haha. Being uncool again. I blog when I'm feeling lonely and uncool.

But that's just for today~ Cuz I will be going to KL tomorrow.
Yuh no biggie, poor people go to Malaysia. Beats sitting at home waiting for the next episode of Glee to come out.
No life eh. But Glee is like so awesome I wanna die.
Kurt and his boyfriend(!!!!!!) + Chord overstreet is droolz. But whats with the Bieber cut, dude. Rocks ttm. I don't like Mr Shue now :( I think he's abit weird. Maybe he getting mid life crisis or wtv, like my dad. HAHA.

That's obviously not the only thing i'm doing now but other things are just so meh.
I thought O's were bad. Piano stuff seem worse. I forgot every single thing.Theory papers and weird composers's history &research is making my head spin. Go out once in a while but Singapore is so boring and i'm lazy to go far. I don't like S'pore drama anymore. Why like that. And Mediacorp is also suddenly spamming lots of not nice HK drama. Korean Drama is shit. All Korean stuff are so shit now i will roll my eyes at you if you mention anything to do with kpop. Trying to pick up the habit of reading cuz i kinda got influenced and i think its good but I don't know what books are good and slightly cheem books like don't geddit. I'm so lousyyyy.
Another lousy thing. I didn't get the job at my father's office. Its like the best place to work laahhhh. Just photocopy stuff + enter data and can get weekends off and pays not bad. Mom offered for me to work as cashier at ntuc but i don't want cuz i scared they make me wear the aunty uniform thingy.
Prom is going to cost a lot of $$$ and that makes me sad. Haven't found anything to wear. Plus got shoes makeup hair nails etc etc so many things to bother about zomg.
Maybe I should start exercising regularly cuz its good and kills time. Contemplating for very long but never took action cuz i'm lazy. I shall start. Soon.

Meh. I'm getting incoherent. This is getting boring.
KL TOMORROW BYE.

2010-09-23T18:03:00.003+08:00

I think i'm really stupid. I wish I didn't need to sleep so I can study so i'll be less stupid :(
Like Idk why but some people think i'm smart but actually i'm really not. I just work very hard maybe? And the results i have now is kind of like my maximum and i kind of know that many many people around me is going to do better than me for the O's.
Cause I'm pretty sure i'm not going to do much better for my Olevels. I just hope i won't do worse than this.

It happens to me all the time.
I always underperform for major exams it makes me sad but idk why. Its not cuz i'm nervous or anything. Bad luck??? Also can't be what.
PSLE was one. Basically everyone did better for their PSLE than their prelims. I was the opposite. I deproved by near 20 marks :( Yah lah mad means i got around 270 BUT ITS TRUE.
And Olevel Chinese was another. My chinese hasn't been very good all the while but neither has it been really bad. But the whole class got A1 and i got a 2. Its really depressing and its not just the comparing with others that makes me sad its the thing that I know i could have done better and that sucks. Its all cause i didn't finish my Paper 1 and cause of that i feel like jumping down the building everytime someone/thing reminds me of my Olevel Chinese grade. Okay not really.
At first i thought it was okay. But then a 1 is like worlds apart from a 2 and it just makes me so :(

I know i shouldn't cling on to the stupid belief that I will do worse for my O's because the more i think it will happen the more likely it will happen. But idk its just me.
Oh well. I just have to work doubly hard but how i'm going to do that i'm not very sure.
I just hope that working hard will really bring me somewhere.

Greatest shock of my life.

2010-08-21T12:54:00.012+08:00

Hey it's been a while.
Prelims were really disappointing. Half giving up already.
It's been 10 papers. Feels like its all over already. But no.
There's more to come. + O's english Oral shoot me plz.
Very not prepared at all but i wanna ace it howwwww you tell me.

Anw show you all something.

This guy. Yes this ugly guy. Got enlisted in army a few months ago.
Can't believe I didn't know! Lag like what.
Only saw his horridifying photos today.

He's only returning on Feb 16 2012.
And he's already 28 now fyi. By the time he's back, he'll be like 30 :OOOOOO

I'm sad.

But oh, well.

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2010-07-03T19:48:00.005+08:00

Hello i know i have been neglecting my blog for a while, mainly cuz i kind of lost the motivation to update.
Plus i wanted to study. Not much use though, since there's so many other things to distract me just as much.
But i'm gonna abstain from everything that has been distracting me for the past half year and start studying already.
Prelims in about a month and a half away. And then Olevels not long after that.
I need to get L1R5<10, I need to get into a good jc and I need to get scholarship for my university (like hell i'm gonna be able to do that) or i might as well just die. Yeah all the crap about being in debt before i even start working scares me. $=life for me ok.
So yup i'm gonna set my priorities straight and go full speed ahead. Enough wasting time on useless stuff. I. am. going. to. study.
Have i ever mentioned that 11 out of 100 Singaporeans are millionares? I was pretty much disgusted when i heard that cause obviously i'm not one of them, not even close -.- And being the jealous kid i am, I want to be one of the 11 next time!!! Haha dream on. Or at least close luh..... You'll never know~
But all that i know is, people around me have got their parents to pay for their university fees without batting an eyelid. I don't. (being jealous again) SO I HAVE TO STUDY REALLY HARD.
If i don't study hard now, things aint gonna improve and i'm gonna be jealous for the rest of my life. That's bad.
Okay abrupt end.

You can't touch.

2010-06-11T18:59:00.008+08:00

Hey~ How's life? Good :D
Although sadly i got no friends to go out with, i'm enjoying life! At home. Its just how you see things :)

Everyday i wake up with absolutely nothing to watch (People no cable.) except 早安你好but i'm still content <:
Anything beats waking up at 5.30 in th morning and dying for the rest of the day.
TV time 12-1+ and 8-whenever I'm tired everyday, computer in th middle slots. No life maybe?
Some days when I feel like, I go out alone. Sounds kinda sad~ But used to it already. Okay sounds even sadder. but i like ok.
And just today I went to City square and mustafa lol!!!!!! for fun :) 2nd time in my life there only, and i almost got lost trying to find it. Died.
Going out with my parents this sunday, and next thursday cuz its my dad's birthday. They're like, my best friends now~ Why does this post sound sadder by the minute. Got to put up with my aunty&thickskin like hell dad. DAMN!

Sad to say, my initial plans to study real hard this holiday failed miserably. Like ALL THE TIME. (i think i have been planning to study at the start of every holiday since sec2 or something, and not even once it happened.)
Tho i feel there's an improvement this time, cuz I started, just didn't persist. And what did i learn in the end? Nothing. Improvement much?
Don't care! Gna study next week!!!! Or else i think i'll fall really behind.

Anyway. Although this was a few days ago, but. Season finale of Glee~

I know i sound really slow (like always) but emphasise again, people poor no cable so gotta watch online +youtube is damn irritating cuz of all the copyright stuff so i watch later than everyone else who has cable. Haha still better late than never.
It's really nice, those who haven't watched it should watch it seriously :)
It's showing on channel 5 now, together with 90210. A bit late uh, some more showing once a week lame. Would be Olevels or something by the time they're done.
And season 2 is coming out around Sept i think? Feels like damn long from now, but looking forward! :D

Haha okay i'm totally wasting my holidays away. One week left!
So damn short can, minus away th 2 days i'm going out with my parents and Saturday (tuition day), damn little time left!!! Aw man.

So many sneaky gays... :D

2010-05-30T17:20:00.009+08:00

Hi haven't been posting for a while, though midyears were long over, hols have started, but i just got my life back! Kind of. So why ruin things by updating this miserable blog?
Anyhow i'm still posting again since my ever interesting life is going downhill and i'm back to miserably wasting my life away in front of th miserable computer.
Shall update on what i've been doing recently, since i longer have a life :)

Saturday 22/5- BenTan's wedding
Lunched with zhiyi and gilda, then met shuqi and gwen to go there together.
Shuqi so cio :) Dress+heels+contacts+eyeliner+mascara. Rare sight, compared with her usual................... Excellent.
Anw th wedding was kind of cool, first time at church wedding. Though i separated from the gang and sat with zhiyan.
After that was high tea, and th gang left really early but i wanted to eat till worth so in the end i went home later with zhiyan alone. sucha loner~ But still quite cool luh, take the super long way of mrt. LRT, then took the wrong side of red line, then transferred to circle line then to green line. Cuz we very smart :)

Monday 24/5-
Came to school with heartpain, like literally heart pain. Not the kind tht stupid lovesick people get. Not sure y, but i was okay after recess.
After school, went to give out flyers with michelle, shuqi and hsiaowoon. For fun :)

Tuesday 25/5- CIP
CIP was quite cool, but tiring.
After that went to tamp with shuqi, mich, zhiyan, zhiyi, gwen. Zhiyi left first, then gwen after lunch. Walked around with th remaining and had fun :) Esp all the xiuqi guessing games :D

Wednesday 26/5-Lunch with guitar!!!! +shuqi
Lunch at Paya lebar SubJay(not typo lol) with zhiyan, michelle, hsiaowoon and cheryl +shuqi the obvious extra.
Chatted damn long, then walked around around payalebar which is freaking sian cuz there's nothing over there. Went home after walking for a while since mich left halfway with her mom and everybody started to want to shit. No idea y.

Thursday 27/5-Last day of school
Got back our results slip and i was so happy with myself :) My level position halved, if i'm not wrong.
Current L1R5 11 :D Not showing off fyityvm :) After school went to Isetan private sale with my parents. As usual, my aunty dad.

Friday 28/5- Supposedly guitar outing. At first it was meant to be a guitar outing but joy and hsiaowoon couldn't make it. Then cheryl and xinying last minute also couldn't go, so left with zhiyan mich and me.
From 7 to 5 to 3. Damn sad can, it's like nobody cares about us anymore~ (acc to zhiyan) :(
Oh well. We still had fun :)
Main aim of outing was to watch shrek. And we shopped around bugis and iluma before and after th movie. But i didn't get to buy anything, people abit poor. Everything nice i saw was >$30, and no matter how hard i tried finding something nice in shops tht had 50% off or $10 or whatever posters pasted all around th shop, there was nothing that caught my stupid fussy eye. What sort of life is this :(

Okay abrupt end.
Sorry for the lengthy post which you probably weren't interested in :>
Happy holidays, sneaky gays~
(somehow just felt like adding something relevant to the title.)

No air.

2010-05-19T17:50:00.004+08:00

Hello i'm back again.
Results yesterday and th day before yesterday and not too bad luh :) Satisfied, given th amount of preparation. Okay, nobody believes me i guez. Probably too hard to accept how smart I actually am :D But everything was last minute work other than geog and maybe ss.
And the best thing, got an A1 for physics when i was complaining like some mad kid in my previous post about it. I'm such an irritating ass :D

Anyway life nowadays is just mad spamming vids and stuff. And the teeveeeeeeeee! I'm back to watching all th stupid channel8/U programmes :D
Yeah so cause my life is super eventful right now, i actually don't have much to blog about here today. My only purpose now is probably just to show off my physics results. I'm just joking. :)
Bah. But next few days should be even better cuz maybe a guitar outing? :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
And ben tan's wedding? Also a maybe. (But i'm not wearing a dress/heels cuz i'm poor.................. shit. aiya don't really wanna care!!!!!)
So aiya that's it. Bye and stay tuned!

Oxymoron oxymoron.

2010-05-15T18:24:00.006+08:00

Hello i'm finally updating cuz Midyears are over :D
I'm so freaking happy like as if O'levels are over or something. Actually i've been feeling like tht since the second last day of exams already. Though I did really badly this time but i'm not the only one heheheheheh :)
Felt damn high during Amath. Whoo! Felt like singing this random hsiaojingteng song for no reason. Mad.
But freaking sad about my physics. I think it was considered super damn easy but I got tricked for like damn a lot of questions, like even those very simple kind. People too gullible you see :(

Anyway. Yesterday after exams went out with michelle hsiaowoon hazel shuqi :)
We went to tamp, stupid choice lol. But still had fun luh. Ate Ajisen and everything over there damn ex, so i chose th cheapest ramen with the weirdest name, so poor thing.
Hazel wanted to lend me money but i'm just like a Cunningham you know. Can only return her with hickory nuts :( Juz kidding.
Shuqi left halfway cuz of her mom -.- and then michelle left for tuition -.-
So only left with hazel hsiaowoon and me eating ramen. Then we went to find a birthday present for michelle but didn't find anything nice cuz all we saw was porno toys at toysrus, so we decided tht one day go out together with michelle again and let her choose what she want herself :D

Ok nothing to say already. Blogging is so boring. Studying is funner :) Joking!!!! But I suddenly feel so empty and everything since there's nothing for me to study now. Its a good thing though :D
Should I stay home and spam drama tmr/go shopping? Hm......... :D

Oh dear.

2010-05-07T14:05:00.001+08:00

Halfway there! :D
Things weren't too good. Neither too bad. For th past...... four days? But getting really sian and everything.
Can't wait for all this to be over. There's so many things i wanna do all of a sudden.
Oh well. One more week! :>

But then, the horror.

Total failure.

2010-04-05T18:53:00.004+08:00

Totally feel like shit.
What sort of life is this :(

It's juz so hard to be everything.

再见了！:>

2010-03-22T18:25:00.003+08:00

Hello th march holidays are over :o
Not really that sad or anything that its gone cuz i think i totally made full use of my holidays, even tho its just one week :)
Okay, initially planned to study during holidays and I DID. a little bit of chem, which i still don't really understand even until now and there's a test on it this wednesday and i'm still choosing to be an idiot by sitting here typing some meaningless post which nobody is even interested in at all lol what a looong sentence.

But anyway. Th reason i feel my holidays are so well spent is cuz i finished watching You're beautiful during th holidays :) still very in th mood right now. Sorry for being lag again!!!!
Ok, feel like some loser cuz i'm lagging for like more than 10 weeks, then still over here what? showing off? Haha.
BUT mainly cuz i wasted my time watching HERO juz because got the Leejunki inside.
Yuh so i spent th whole of term 1+a bit of the december holidays to finish watching it although its juz 16 episodes, same as you're beautiful. Cuz its a little bit boring only. a little bit. hahaha.
So can't blame me for being slow!!!! But whatever, YAB is really damn nice. Really should go and watch it if you haven't/if you are even slower than me HAHAHAHa. But seriously.
Nicer than what, hptx? -.- dk y everybody was so crazy over it then.

So yup holidays are over, starting of term 2, time to study! :D not sure why i'm sounding so enthusiastic about this.
But i'm planning to not use the computer/watch crappy Singapore shows on channel8/U everyday for th whole of this week, cuz there's tests every single day after today, 6 tests in total. Can kill.

AND if i'm able to, i'm gonna stick to this plan as long as possible, and only use th computer during weekends, which means i've got lesser time for fun. Which obviously means i'm not going to waste my stupid time on this blog(which nobody reads other than people who probably clicked on my link by accident.) cuz there's so many other(more meaningful) things to do.
So yuh, not gonna update anytime soon.... :)
That's if i'm actually even sticking to my plans for once. If it doesn't work i should reaaaally come up with some effective way to make me study. I wasn't like this in primary school :(
Must maintain my standard or else next year CNY relatives laugh at me behind my back :(((
Lol, dumb reason.

Yeah so anyway like i was saying earlier. Not gonna update anytime soon.
Unless you're really interested(hahahaha as if), will update on twitter. If not, 再见了 :D

#364

2010-03-14T17:31:00.004+08:00

Its quite scary how time just passed by like this without me knowing what i've accomplished within the past 10 weeks. Term one just ended :o
Before school started this year, I planned to do this, I planned to do that and ended up doing practically nothing.
I know my results this time were not too bad, but actually if you ask me why I don't know why its like this either. Just like that lor.
But deep deep down inside I know compared to last time i'm like some lazy bum now, and don't really know how to revert back to my old self. Aiya. Must do something about it soon..

Anyway this term has been a pretty horrible one. So many negative thoughts running through my brain like non-stop. From this, to this to this. Everything luh. Its so crazy.
Getting to understand certain people better, blah. blah. Practically nobody can be trusted. Lots of things you can't describe with words. Just that kind of feeling you get.

But oh well its th March holidays :D
Don't really need to bother about those weird stuff since i don't really have to see anyone for a week. I am so glad :D
Seeing certain people just makes me more stressed than studying. That sounded stupid, but I think i'm a totally changed person, or maybe its just some of you that's making me wanna distance myself away and back out? Hmm. Something to ponder about.

Changes changes. Good changes, Bad changes. Which is which? I have no idea.
That's just one of the things that makes everything so complicated and irritating.

But then again. Its th holidays so i'm not gonna care about all this for now! One thing is that it's only gonna be a week so before you know it i'm gonna be all stressed and everything again :( But will try not to let all this affect myself. You're supposed to live life for yourself, and not for the sake of others anyway :)

So yuh whatever, gonna enjoy my March holidays :) Byebye!

Boring.

2010-03-07T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hello. What a busy week.
Here comes another weird summary post of what i did. Which nobody except myself is interested.

Forgot what i did on monday/tuesday. Should be nothing interesting i guez.

Wednesday- Teacher's conference thing rehearsal. Left early and missed a sally lai lesson very happy :>
Didn't go back by bus, but left with zhiyan michelle for learning journey. NC koh wanted to skin Lee Jie Han alive after knowing we were leaving. Haha what a great idea :)
Reached when everyone was watching some weird gurmit video. AA like hell.
Our tour guide talks weirdly :o Didn't do anything interesting over there. End.

Thursday- Actual Teacher's conference performance. Didn't have to go for lessons for th whole day :) Missed chinese, amath and emath test heh. heh.
Th usual ugly makeup+ ugly costume tucked in high waist pants+ clipped up fringe :(
But quite okay luh overall. Played th copying game on th bus with cheryl michelle and yiying and it was so funnyyyyy!
Performance was boring, almost fell asleep but tried very hard not to, cuz Nancy koh and Dr boon were going around taking lots of photos (Ahhhhh yearbook!!!!!! :<) Yup, tried to look normal instead of dozing off while playing. Won't look weird in th photos at all. Sigh.
Got some $3 voucher to eat there followed by free catering stuff. Eating with th VIPs okay.
Super easy to spot guitar members amongst th VIPs cuz of our stupid AA costume ):
I liked th pasta thing a lot but cheryl and zhiyan hated it :( Wanted to eat a lot a lot but th guitar pants are too tight and i scared th button would burst or th pants will split or something if i ate too much :( Didn't get to eat dessert becos of that!!!
Sat down and talked with th gang and did lots of uncouth stuff lol. Niao niao!!!!!!! :D
End.

Friday- No CCA, went out with michelle hsiaowoon cheryl joy zhiyan after school.
Went to iluma, ate manhattan fish :D
Watched alice in wonderland and it was not bad. White queen!!!!!! so cio. Walked around after that and then went home.
Otw home on th mrt, it was super crowded and zhiyan, being zhiyan, chionged in like super fast and ended up being very far away and separated from all of us. Showed th qb face and michelle couldn't stop laughing at th niao niao thing again!!! :D

Okay end. Sorry for boring weird post. Don't think i'm making any sense cuz..... idk y either.
Haven't studied for th amath&emath re-test or geog. Sad.
Daily dose of TV time is coming again. How????? :(
Horrid life.

Feelin' blue?

2010-02-28T18:24:00.002+08:00

Never update for 2 weeks already! People no motivation to blog right :(
Anw. Life recently, busy busy. Just busy with th normal stuff..
Plus my mood hasn't been very good this week. Maybe cause of all those stuff getting into me and tht feeling i'm getting juz sucks >: You can skip this paragraph if you want to, its pretty useless cuz i don't think you're able to dig anything out from me juz by reading it anyway.
As i was saying, all this just totally haunts you and spoils your mood for th whole day, and very hard to ignore/not care/hide no matter how hard you try.
All this is weirdly hard to explain, like no words can really truly express how i'm feeling right now. And maybe i sound like some sucker saying this but: Nobody will understand.
Maybe all this is my own problem also, i also can't really blame others for this but juz feel so damn sick from trying to shake all of them off knowing tht they will still come back.
I know i have to change things but deep down i kind of know its impossible but at th same time i also know i can't continue like this.
People who probably think they know what i'm talking about, its not really what you think it is. Maybe, a bit of that and some other stuff combined together into one big mess. Idk, everything juz decides to come altogether at th same time its killing me ):

But anyway. 4G BBQ yesterday. Nothing much to say, cuz i didn't really do much over there.
I ate a lot of sausages :o that's about it.
Zhiyan came with contacts and cool clothes, totally shocking although she told me beforehand. But i think i broke her heart when i said she looked weird with contacts. Sorry!!! Just not used to it i guez.
Stopped spamming sausages after Mrs Hudd came with Tisha (sp?) :D
Everyone was obsessed with her and she's really cute and everything. And she's like not shy at all, other than to th guys. I'll be super horridified if i were her too plz.
But she juz went on and on babbling about weird but cute stuff like her boyfriend and everything makes me think about my childhood.
What did I do when I was young. Pee in my pants and cry. Show black face whenever i got a weird haircut from my mom. And i don't think i'll be enjoying myself very much if my mom brought me to BBQs with weird people all around me like this.
I've been an antisocial kid with no EQ since young. That's baaaad.
But anyway. Went home really early with Zhiyi and Vanessa cuz i could foresee myself looking like some loner if i didn't leave with them.

Okay that's about it. Should stop now cuz i intended to use th computer for a while only but ended up posting such a long post.
Would have been studying chem now, but time that is wasted is wasted and after this is my daily dose of TV until it's time to sleep so i can juz go and die now. Bye.

Hmm.

2010-02-13T18:50:00.002+08:00

Hello. Its cny eve :>
Very looking forward to tomorrow. Dk why either. I'm not very close to my(pathetically few) relatives + I only get $20 angpao from visiting. (Parents give me a bit more duh)
But i'm just very in th chinese new year mood, just makes people happy one you kno :D

Anyway. Cny celebration in school yesterday :)
It was not bad, but we were quite bad, laughing @certain people.
But can't help it!!!!!!!! Like what zhiyan said, tht incident will be etched in my memory Forever!!!!!!
Not being bad or what. I feel quite sad for tht person, but also for ...... at th same time.
Anw, Jianting was sitting somewhere near n he kept turning back to look at i wonder who. Not xinying, xinying sad.
Many failed attempts to wave at him whenever i saw him turn back, but i don't think he even knows me + i also don't think he's looking at me. But kai xin jiu hao :>

After th celebration, everyone has their own plans.
Some going for 2f'08 outing, some going for 4f'10 outing, some going back primary school and ONE (stupid shu) Going Home To Sleep.
Left with michelle+me, so lonely. But Pehsiang joined in and that made three :)
Went to bugis, ate at pastamania. Collected my 3rd sticker/stamp thing over there, by right could claim my free garlic bread but I forgot and i was sad. Still am.
Walked around random places, cps did something wrong and had to pay :o
Met .............. twice at totally weird places. First time plain ignore, second time tried to hide, then run away. Horrifying like hell.

No idea why i'm talking weirdly, maybe cause reunion dinner awaits me.
Haha, kind of rhymes. Okay i'm being weird. Shall go before i say even weirder stuff.

Happy Chinese New Year! Hope everyone enjoys themselves tmr and tmrtmr :D

The End (Hero) :D

2010-02-06T19:11:00.003+08:00

It wasn't exactly tht fantastic and everything, but like i said earlier, I watched for th sake of that usual small-eyed + gay-faced guy tht i've been talking about here all this while. So yup, I still like it :)
Neverending support for him no matter what other people say :D

Took forever to finish this drama altho it was so short cuz I only started watching it when school's about to reopen. Can finally move on to You're beautiful :) My gosh, i feel so lag -.-
Wanted to watch during december holidays already cuz it seems quite nice, but there's so much drama to finish then that i didn't have the time! Esp when EOE took up so much of my time cuz its so long ): Still no regrets though! :D

Okie, I've got nothing else to say for now. Sorry for lousy post, i don't really kno what i'm saying right now. Still very in th Hero mood.

Can't wait for CNY!

Again.

2010-01-30T18:16:00.004+08:00

Guitar orientation yesterday.
Time really flies its scary. I'm like sec4 this year already, and this is like the last orientation i'm having.
And i think orientation gets worse and worse each year. Not trying to say tht i'll be very pro or what if i'm th one organising.
But ever since that koh stopped us from playing water/dirty games, orientation has been shit. Totally limited stuff we could do lah can.
But anyway. I was really happy when i saw a few cool guys. Like th previous bass people tht type.
At least i hope they will be like them luh, cuz with people like them, it will surely revive guitar to a cooler cca to be in :) Not like now, nerd cca.
All tht irritating koh's fault, discriminate th bass people until they don't want come anymoor -.-
Now also what, so many cool people don't wanna come for cca anymore all because of koh. Hope this won't happen for th future batches or else ahs guitar will be a nerd cca FOREVA.

Anw, we (as in th 7 of us) saw this lonely guy (zhenting or something i think) who didn't really know how to mix around with th "cool" guys so we formed a circle with him to make him less lonely :)
One more chance~ hahahaha :D
Anyway, xinying says he likes us now :> listed some examples blah + he played th tree n rabbit with us :D
But quite sad, cuz he will be attending junior prac and by th time he joins the ensemble we will be gone n he will forever be lonely in guitar unless th "cool" guys talk to him. Sad right ))):
Hope some kind souls will make him less lonely cuz he really doesn't kno how to mix around haha :)

Anw, when we went home after guitar we stalked.......... and it was fun :D Not bein irritatin or anythin :>

And i wanna say something else. Not related to anything on top, but juz feel like saying :>
Yesterday halfway during chem test, Lam suddenly sed: "FTI landed yesterday." :D! She's damn cool &hip! I like her :D
Not like some noobs, don't even kno that FTI= FT Island (hahahaha mich n zhiyan hahahaha "Form Teacher Interaction landed yesterday." Whaaat? lol. lol.)
I bet that left like at least half of th class confused cuz they are juz like mich and zhiyan hahahahahaha.

Spore is full of kpop laggers luh plz. Don't be offended if you are one too, cuz its a fact. The whole kpop thing is sort of like dying down already (&the new korean groups are all so shit) then only now Singaporeans start listening to kpop &keep showing off oh please. Totally disgusting can. I'd rather you're like mich and zhiyan. Will be irritating by you 10000000x lesser :)

Okay end.

Life's good.

2010-01-21T18:30:00.004+08:00

AHS is being nice for once to give us a half day off :)
Actually not really cuz they're most likely just trying to chase us out of th school since lots of guests are coming today and they don't want us to embarrass them hahaha so dumb but its a good thing anyway so i should keep quiet :>
So yeah, i've finally got th time so i'll update on recent stuff again.
Ok only going to talk about this week cuz i kind of forgot what happened last week. Not like anybody is interested or anything :)

Tuesday- 18chefs with shuqi, cheryl, michelle and zhiyan. My meal was the nicest plz, +th person cooking put extra sausages by accident hahahaha i zhuan dao have been secretly happy even until now :D
Went to th pet shop after that, zhiyan being weird talking to dogs again lol. Gigantic rabbit is gone, saw this dog eating its own shit, and we realised that all the fake animal statue stuff at the entrance are all cock eye!!! (I think its a bad sign.)

Wednesday- Tamp with zhiyan cheryl shuqi and melanie to buy fann's birthday present. Shuqi emo and left early >: Everyone seemed sian but we still found something nice in the end :)

Thursday(Today!)- Half day, so went out with michelle, hsiaowoon, joy and cheryl. Ate at subway(Jay :D) first, then went to michelle's new house :D
It's so big and nice luh i wanna live there forever!!!! Every room is so big and nice. Everywhere in her house is just so big and nice luh nothing else to describe already.
Aircon +Gigantic TV in every single room, nice toilets, nice mom :D But she didn't make kueh lapis for us this time ))))): lol.
Enjoyed th TV in michelle's room for a while, then went to th basement. Super nice :D
Gigantic TV screen over there but it's like their computer screen :O
Am i outdated or what, still sitting in front of this tiny like hell screen, thinking i'm very cool. Can just die.
Anw, we played neopets :D totally primary school but we had lots of fun okay :D
Counting potatoes and trying to make the king laugh etc.
Then joy's dance videos on fb hahahahaha then youtube. We're all trying to share funny videos and like 90% not funny one luh!!!! lol but th Xuesha debate thing was funny :)

Okay done. This week has been quite busy but fun, doesn't feel like sec4 year yet :>
Wish this kind of life can just go on forever :)

First week of school :>

2010-01-09T18:18:00.003+08:00

Finally its the weekends.
First week of school was tiring, but i kind of got used to it pretty fast.
Or maybe because this is just th beginning.

Ben tan for form teacher and tan meng tong for coform. :D
Overall we got pretty nice teachers, i think 4G has the best teachers of all classes luh, seriously. i've been hoping for mrs lam for sooooo long lol :D Sally lai makes me want t sleep tho, and whats with the sec one photos man!!!!! >:

4G seating arrangement pwnz plz.
Tho I'm like sitting at the side, a bit slanted and that stupid shuqi kept scaring me at first, that we will become cock eye if we sit slanted like this for too long. Went to tell zhiyan and fann about it also, and the way i'm scaring them lessened my worry loads lol i'm smart :>

Ate lunch after 6pm, if not after 5pm 4 days of th week, cuz of th irritating SOY exam +guitar immediately after th SOY/school ):

SOY exams totally irritating, questions tht came out totally same as sec3 EOY can.
CCA showcase was just as bad, played lambada and mezza luna AGAIN. i think its like some tradition. Bet they have been using these 2 songs for cca showcase since 26 years ago or something. How to attract people to join, seriously -.-
Even if th sec ones are interested to join from what we're playing, the shouting part at the end obviously scared 80% of them away. Remaining 20% are just stupid, like me.
No, wait. i remember the year when i was sec one, nobody shouted lambada(like who th hell knows whats that) halfway thru th song. totally weird can. Wouldn't have joined if that actually happened. Okay, i'm normal :)
Oh yeah, just remembered something. During th first round of th showcase, somebody shouted into the mic lol i wonder whooo :) so funnyyyyyyyyy :D

So yup that's basically almost everything tht happened this week going to make full use of my weekends hahahaha bye :)
chicken nut bread!!!!!! :DDDDDDD

2009, 2010.

2009-12-30T18:54:00.009+08:00

Yes 2009 is coming to an end. This year has gone by really quickly for me, no idea y.
All these just seem so near, when th streaming results came out (ok thts end of 2008 sorry.) but thats when it's decided whose gonna be in the same class as myself for the last two years in ahs right.
Yuh but anw, now i'm on my way to sec4 already its scary.

Anyway, don't really kno how t describe this year. It has been okay overall :>
I've been so much more independent in my studies and i think i improved, haven't been very sociable this 2009 but now i'm happy juz with my closer friends :)
More room for improvement 2010!

Some random stuff i remember about 2009 are...

-First day of school. That stupid shuqi irritating like hell sabotaged th people she knew to be subject reps. Vanessa, michelle and me. then she herself go and be monitress(!!!) Until now i still think she wanted to be since sec2 already, no matter what she says in defence. Act act only uh :)
-CNY celebration in school, wore same thing(not exactly but very very similar) as michelle. Totally didn't discuss beforehand then people thought we were being bff, irritating!!! Can never forget this dk y.
-Swensens n pizzahut. n manhattan fish market euuu. Ate with guitar clique people/mixed guitar+2E/3G people at these places like 10 times this year or something. manhattan fish market is th worst. yuk. Zhiyan luh! go so many times until th shop person recognise her alr /: But eating with these people are always funnnnn :)
-Horridifyingly gigantic rabbit/hare @simei petshop. just remembered this by chance hahahaha wonder if anyone actually bought it.
-All the La Nina(sp?) talks. o.O
-Shuqi quarrelling with zhiyan. Funniest was when she pushed everything off zhiyan's table just becuz zhiyan threw her wallet or something.
-Shuqi quarrelling/flirting with all the guys in class. Seriously dk whats her problem man!!! Thickskin like hell.
Yuh but people like her tend to leave more impressions lol. Still, no need to try to be like her thanks I'd appreciate that :)

And lots more. Just can't remember for now. So no need t be sad if you aren't a part of any of those i mentioned up there lol. cuz they're juz random stuff tht came in my mind :)

2009 wasn't that bad i guezzz :>
Of course there were bad stuff tht happened in th middle, but over is gooooood.

Resolutions for 2010
Can't really think of any, other than staying happy, eating healthy and studying reaaal hard for the big Os.
And for a bonus maybe i'll try to be a better person n stop showing people my irritating face. As in. That irritating Look.
maybe only :) cause that's something very hard to master okay.

After th O's i'm going to do lots of catching up with friends tht i haven't been talking to for a long time maybe? n shop and idk. whatever i enjoy doing by then.

k thats it. Can't really hope tht 2010 will be a wonderful year since its the year of th Os, but juz hope it won't be too stressful and tht i will be able to manage my time for everything properly.

Okay off t enjoy my last bit of holidays.

2009-12-25T16:56:00.002+08:00

Heyyyy. just came by to say merry christmas :>

I've got nothing else to say already., since th most recent updates are all on twitter (tho i hardly update -mainly cuz currently life's boring.) So yup that's it bye :)

Watch :)

2009-12-18T16:00:00.011+08:00

Watch hero! :D dk whether its good yet, cus i havent watched it-.-
going to watch righhhht after this. not all episodes are out yet tho. /:
anyhoo th only reason i'm watching it is becus of:

hahahahahaha so stupid :D blah people call him gay, idc!!!!! :D
its gonna be my fav of all drama i've watched this holiday no matter how shitty it is ok :D
k going to watch now byeeee.

christmas is coming in 1 weeks time, btw :)
not like i'm going to do anything special on that day anyway haaa.

lame stuff.

2009-12-15T17:34:00.003+08:00

helloooo. went to amk today.
and on my way on the mrt dont know y but it was freaking smelly. like somebody shitted in their pants/vomit never clear or something hahahahahaha stink like hell man.
but then nobody dare to say cuz maybe it was just someone with body odour so people started giving their seats to the old people and walked away lol so stupid :D
but anyway. yup went to amk cuz had to go to my ahma house. quite stupid, i don't understand a single thing she says cause i don't know any dialect but i still went and just smile/nod at everything she says.
went amk hub after that, nothing much over there. just go there to eat&walk around. bought 1 top, then went to nearby popular to buy some stuff.

and that reminds me of school-.-
really not looking forward to school reopening >:
things are going to be really fast and idk lah. die already.
still yet to touch my homework other than reading toufa. okay a little improvement from last time, read some shuihuzhuan. but those actual homework i done zero.
ss project also, i don't think anyone in my group is going to start. hahahaha but things will work out later somehow :)
must be grateful i'm not in zhiyan's group. 3 left for the china thing and only left with her+leehaoxiongzhi i think. sad like hell lol :D

okay shall stop here. don't know y i even posted anyway.
Got nothing to post other than lame stuff/my boring life. Which is the same thing. kbai.

2009-12-06T15:23:00.003+08:00

Hi its december &4th week of holiday and all i've been doing for the past month was absolutely nothing.
We're about halfway thru our hols &i've been rotting at home all this while.
Haven't stepped out of the house for any purpose this week other than to buy food/to go for lessons. Spent so much time @home yet didn't touch any homework, other than reading toufa. Which was pretty long ago.
So i was just lazing around all day lol doing th usual stuff, watching tv/watching drama on com. Okay same thing.

Since i looked like i was so free at home, dad made me go shopping with him yesterday(aunty like hell) @uncool taitai places like OG/johnlittle/robinsons.
Didn't get to buy anything(obviously) + forced to help him find clothes to buy for my mom tho its not some special occasion or anything. Talk about unfair treatment.
Wanted to go somewhere cooler so went to 313 &OC. Bought one pair of pants to make myself feel slightly better(Zero tops! :<). Got dragged to some garden upstairs aft tht& he made me take photos of him(!!!!)
Oh yeah. cuz had piano lesson before th whole shopping trip thing so passed by tamp &they were giving out free coke+salonpas. Dont know y. But obviously couldn't miss out on such stuff when dad's around so went to snatch with him. Better not to imagine thanks:)
It was quite a horridifying experience but still, pretty enjoyable...... Urgh bad genes!

Yup so that kind of sums up my week.
Going to continue wasting my holiday away now. Or maybe i'll start on my homework. Soon. :)

Guitar farewell 09 :D

2009-11-28T18:30:00.005+08:00

Guitar farewell on thursday.
started off with amazing race. Got really :/ when found out that it was random group cause in the first place i went for it since everyone in our guitar clique was going(but michelle didn't go in the end-.-)
but still hsiaowoon zhiyan joy and me still went on with our own group. Felt kind of bad at first, and some people probably weren't very happy about it but don't really care :)
probably would have sulked thru the whole game if i was in my original group cuz there was absolutely nobody i could talk to.
Had lots of fun with and we won! no prize tho but nevermind luh, didn't even expect to win in the first place, plus i had fun :D

had lots of time after reaching pasir ris park so went to the playground with zhiyan joy hsiaowoon xinying cheryl. went cycling too :D
the last time i cycled was like, last year when i just learnt /:
kind of stupid, nobody believed me when i said i forgot how to cycle at first, and then i crashed into the grass like 10 times.
BBQ aft that, didn't really eat. slacked at the shelter and talked with the usual +crystal delphine.

oh yeah. just remembered about th farewell presents. the sec4s actually found our masks nice, quite shocking, esp for me cuz the mask i made really super damn ugly like hell. figured out they probably said that cuz they were juz being nice/cuz it was dark and they didn't really see properly /:
but anyways. left early with joy zhiyan hsiaowoon crystal delphine. 5 people squeezing @the back of joy's mom's car, just like last time :D

#350

2009-11-22T15:28:00.005+08:00

Okay, haven't blogged for the past week tho its the hols and everything.
Have been quite occupied(ok actually not really) since my previous post/since the hols have started.

Breaking barriers performance(guitar) @taka last saturday + manhattan fish market after that with mich hsiaowoon zhiyan joy cherylang xinying.
arranging hsiaojingteng +peiyongjun(lollll) photos @comics connection aft that was super funny lol :D

Stayed back on thursday aft guitar pract to help out making farewell presents. Really shouldn't have, cuz the one i did was really ugly&the person getting it sure angry/depressed like hell. The person getting zhiyan's also super damn sad life ahahahaha :D

Went plaza sing with zhiyan joy mich hsiaowoon on friday :)
Ate @manhattan fish market again(._.), walked around aft that, then watched 2012.
It was not too bad, but around 3hours long though. Home after that.

Okay, actually my holiday hasn't been very packed so far, and i don't think the rest of it will be as well. Few outings, no holiday job, not going overseas ):
Will be spending most of my time at home, using comp watching drama etc, but nevermind. have been used to this kind of life already :D
Yup thats all for now, will update again next time :)

Sad days.

2009-11-13T18:35:00.005+08:00

Not much mood to blog nowadays, but shall update on recent stuff.

Chinese O's over, and it was okay. but i didn't finish my sihan. by a lot ok. i didn't end with the usual stuff like the zhiduanqingchang thing and zhunishentijiankang and i didn't sign off as well :c
cuz i was sitting @the first seat of the class and the invigilator snatched my paper away ):
didn't do very well for the rest as well. First actual exam paper i couldn't finish in my whole life, and itz olevel. sad. But it's over, not gonna think about it anymoor.
still don't wanna drop Hcl tho.

Today's friday 13+ last day for school, for us, but didn't really feel like last day.
very sad cuz lilaoshi resigned >:
sam khoo also. but didn't really say proper bye to sam cuz everything was quite last minute. &she only teached us for a while. or maybe its just my prob but i didn't really feel anything.
but very sad over lilaoshi juz now. since its like we all know it's her last lesson and we're like doing the very last piece of work we're handing in to her.
some more can tell she's sad also, but don't really wanna show. taking photo of us and stuffff ):
she could have been our coform+chinese teacher for another year if not for that bloody noob(spelt her name backwards to make it less obvious. HAHA as if.) i mean that boon lah.
waliu don't know whats her prob man. 7 teachers(i think) driven away by her+going to fire mr ong for some dumb reason.
some more many of the teachers that have left/are leaving are good teachers. including lilaoshi );
but she'll be in SOTA i think, so maybe she'll be happier over there:)

enough of sad things.
Guitar performance thing tomorrow. ok, its still a sad thing.
freaking sad ok. everytime have performance i will dread having to wear that ugly costume+ clip up hair+ wear ugly makeup etc. everywhere you go like you in horror movie like that.
sad like hell.
some more i think its some mediacorp thing? nancy koh said something like that i think,
+performing in open area where everyone walking past can stop and stare
+people sitting at middle of first row right. not horridifying at all.
seriously can go and die. basket.

Busy week ahead!

2009-11-07T13:43:00.003+08:00

Hello. Idk y i'm actually here.
Chinese Olevel is coming in like a few days from now, and i practically haven't started on anything! seriously can just die now.
But like there's nothing to prepare at all. Some more my chinese all the while so shit, and language obviously last minute also can't do anything right.
Then. I'm like just sitting here deng si like that.
It's almost impossible for me to get an A luh, quite sure i'm going to get B. But i really really don't wanna drop H.chinese ley howwwwww ):

I still rmb eoys ok.
People getting depressed over their chinese marks and i'm like what shit they got like 10 marks more than me or something. What is this man. waliuuuu.
Scared like hell, but don't know what to do :c

Anyway. Coming week's gonna be really busy(to me luh ok).
Wedding dinner tmr, Chi O's on tuesday, Phys test on Thurs, Guitar performance thing on Sat.
+lots of guitar practs in between. ):

And it's supposed to be school holidays now.

2009-11-02T18:39:00.002+08:00

Hellooooo.
Going to talk about how i've spent my past few days.
Weekends were spent on the super irritating sssss project.
Random grouping with totally don't match people(at least to me luh)-tanying claudia weixuan and xiongzhi, soooooo a bit awkward at the beginning.
But then slowly slowly then okay already la :D
Sat @pasir ris library and sun @kfc. The drawingz were like -.- but not bad luh, quite cool. ok lol what did i juz say.
but must say, i didn't really do much this time, quite guilty. like, weixuan did all the drawing and tanying did almost everything else man. haiya.
anw, walked around with zhiyan and vanessa aft th ss proj on sunday since they came with piying to join us halfway. toysrus was weird. kpo angmor+scary looking babies. left after a while.

today was tea house and it was not too bad either.
stupid michelle cutting her gigantic rabbit for lantern +drinking as many cups of tea as possible before leaving(made me wanna pee badly on the way home) +zhiyan&zhumi(shu) koping tea leaves to bring home :D
went to chill out with zhiyan fann vanessa @fishmarket aft tht :)

oh and one last thing. bloody damn irritated by this stupid school man. go for extra 2 weeks of ALPs, cut short our recess to half an hour, then only open like 2 stalls+kopitiam, what shit man.
queue long like hell, so little time, eat what. ha. ha. rocks man.
ok bye.

#346

2009-10-27T18:27:00.006+08:00

Lack of updates cause nowadays got nothing to blog about.
Actually didn't not update my blog for very long what. Around 1 week only.
but then aiya, life now so uninteresting man.
Stay at home also never do anything worth mentioning.
Watch tv, youtube, sleep. Still went to mention anyway :>
but also can't help it, antisocial blood runs in me.
Hate to socialise/step out of house mum, totally no EQ+thick skin+don't care about image(stupidity ttm) dad. Soooo can't expect me to be much better :)
Stupid genes.

The only event i have on so far is like on 8th Nov. Wedding dinner :D
like 8-9 years or something since i went for one. See lah. tell you my family antisocial already. Nobody wanna invite.
Those picnic+kiteflying/halloween stuff zhiyan they all talking about also not sure whether i'm actually going to join in and extra.(obvious, most likely not.)
Unless people from the usual gang suddenly feel like going out, i'll be eventless and staying @home for the next 12 days. Other than for school/tuition. which sucks :)
edit 28/10:
Popeye @airport with the usual, mich zhiyi shu just now :O
stupid shu pronounces it as pop eye hahahaha :))
fun&talking lots, funny stuff :D
irritating things: chicken drumlets cheat my $$$ (meatless&costing me 90cents each) +horrible ITE guys sitting near us. EH!

Chinese O's very very near. 10 Nov, can die.
Never really expected much from my language subjs especially chinese cause forever so suck. but idk, this time cannot do badly, cause i dont want to drop H.chinese ):
but also don't know what to dooooo. Not like anything i do now will help. aiya, sian.

2009-10-21T15:46:00.003+08:00

ok, today everyone got their papers back.
So far, overall i didn't do very well but also not say do very badly like that.
but the first 2 papers we got made me really sad ok, cuz i got second last for ss en my chinese is like waliu. I think i'm second/third/fourth last also. hahahahah stupid :D
not like i actually wanna find people getting lower than me to gloat at or anything, but then depressing like helllllllll.
but subsequently all the papers after tht the results were not too bad, and then... my physics(!!!) totally did not expect myself to get so high can. jimmyyy :D

but actually now right. Every single thing is like independent learning ok.
Didn't learn a single shit in school, other than amath.
Is like whole day stone. ok, our teachers are actually mostly quite nice, but aiya. I always just end up having to learn everything myself-.-
but i think not that bad already, compared to sec2. I really slow like hell ok.
my results now aren't very good, but still quite satisfied so far, cause i didn't really ask for a lot of help, and i didn't expect much from myself this time also.
but then my chinese and ss is like forever so shit one, some more i'm like quite irritated by that noriff sometimes, but i think the feeling is mutual :D so aiya, whatever man, got limited choices for ss teachers anyway.

getting back errrm amath emath lit tmr.
currently got lots of Cs, Bs and one A1. hoping for another A tomorrow. or two :D
edit; I got 3 instead :O :D

Lie-

2009-10-18T18:08:00.007+08:00

Hello!
came here just to say,

Currently, lifes great:D
so much free time, a bit not used to it :)
will be updating more often nowadays while i can,
not going to think about getting back papers or how many days it is to chinese O's.
for now, juz listen:

and long time since i've said this,
but don't forget to help me click my ads :)))
:D ok, short post, bye!

it's gone.

2009-10-16T17:22:00.003+08:00

ok, like everyone else is saying, exams are over (:
but not much feeling like that ley. quite happy but aiya different from last time, like sian already luh.
or it probably could be because of the dumb sec4 graduation thing that spoilt my usual post exam mood like crap.
lunch at simei ljs after the last paper with like mich hsiaowoon shuqi hazel irene huixian and somebody i didn't really know, whoops. haha.
we went to the pet shop after tht, and everyone was obsessed over that particular dog other than michelle, lol. and then we got freaked out by this gigantic rabbit. ok, a hare. but whatever man its like really freaking damn big lah i tell you.

but anyway went back to school after that, and given our usual walking speed we were late by a few minutes, soooo miss xiaoniangre got pissed with us. frigging extra and AA like hell, but ok whatever man.
she just doesn't have anything better to do:)
soooo the sec4 thing was kind of lame and a waste of my time but had fun spotting funny/cool people that we were awaiting to see since they were giving certs to like every single sec4.
shuqi was pissed cause she cannot go swimming lollll. but she still got to go in the end-.-

today was about just as bad :))))
mini olympic is juz stoning &wasting time, since nobody's actually interested.
bugis with like the usual- mich hsiaowoon hazel zhiyi shuqi. lunched, then walked around iluma. cannot play children's arcade cuz of uniform, sad. then it was basically kind of boring and the movies all started kind of late, so we went home.

going ion orchard with my uncool dad tomorrow. so long never go out with him alone already, but since he requested it and wanted me to jian4 shi1 jian shi soooo i agreed ._.
not like we're actually going to get to buy anything over there. ha. jian shi jian shi only ok. nothing else. sad.

how do you do.

2009-10-09T18:21:00.003+08:00

4 papers down, 5 more to go. haha quite happy so far :)))
not like i did very well or anything. but quite satisfied. didn't study much ok.
but i managed to pull through :D
although i'm forever giving th impression on people of some stup antisocial shitz that ignores everyone+whole day only know how to study. which is dumb!
ok luh yes @the antisocial part, but i've been spending almost all the lessons staring into space(esp chem. waliu.) +i can't stand jimmy sometimes(slow brain.) like seriously man!
but since he told us a dumb story about a deaf frog +gave us children's day presents, okay...
but anyway. as i was talking about the papers. basically my point was that i managed to finish all the papers on time, although i studied really really last minute, so i'm satisfied :>
not trying to imply anything about my high IQ or whatsoever.

but then anyway. there's still 5 more papers to go. and chem can seriously just go and die. haven't started at all+i dont understand every topic we learnt after the mole. ha.
chinese also. stupid man, normal people take 45minutes or something to study finish all the ciyu i take like tgyuauisnyrvuyan hours.
some more still got physics. stupidity+retardation man. freaking ass, die already.

but anyway. gd luck to all, a few more papers to go! :D

try to make things simpler.

2009-09-26T18:16:00.007+08:00

super rare to see photos on my blog huh. got it from tanying thts y.

anyway. mooncake fest was yesterday.which means....... th dumb wushu performance duh.

but it wasn't that bad. tho we got laughed at for our stupidity but whatevvv.we super deserve credit or something for all th humiliation luh.

plus we got scolded by tht loserish boys over flowers fan like ten million times.

hahaha shuqi saw her wearing bof necklace. retarrrrd to the max no? :D

anyway. another thing i was pissed off at was th retarded hole at the right side of my track pants. like what was with that man. could see all the weird white cloth stuff inside. was complaining to michelle like crazy.

shuqi offered to lend me her extra pants but i didn't want cause her pants can see th butt shape. hahaha.but still grateful to sarah who helped me borrow the track pants&th person tht lent (:

wonder if anyone actually noticed the hole anyway.

disappeared after the performance with the usual without anyone noticing, but missed out on my share of mooncake ): paid 2 bucks for nuthin.

just to tell you all about th english oral just now.

i was second to leave the hall ok. which is a terrrrrible thing cause i said super little. i got hariyati for my teacher and iya she's okay but i did badly so i'm sad. ok not really. ok quite.

anyway thats all for now. notice that i've once again failed my plans of not touching the com and everything. soooo now i'm telling you again tht i won't be blogging again until eoys are over.

but you know you know (: lolllllll.

too much in common.

2009-09-19T19:04:00.008+08:00

I said i wont be posting very often but i still am.
blame me and my stupid lack of self control.
but whatever. i'm in a good mood :))))
just to let you know, haha.
and something else to let you know. super feel the need to study.
sooo.

hiatus? maybe.
will be gone for the time being i think.
it's only gonna be a short while anyway:)

Can't remember when.

2009-09-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

YO. Olevel chem SPA yesterday, chinese test today.
Spa was shit ok. Skill2 die already. and not like as if my Skill1 very good.
aiya sian the existence of spa totally ruin my life luh can. ok not really. but olevel must study very hard alr /: some more then still got physics spa next week -.- can just die.
hahaha but one thing is tht i've always been making the same stupid mistakes as zhiyi. dont know y.
chinese test today was still ok :] so happy about chinese for once. my answers all same as shuqi leh. shuqi leh. SHUQI leh ((((:

oh yah. and although paris and milan is like already over but i still keep thinking about it.
frikkking funny esp when michelle talks about it x]
have been thinking about the soya sauce thing for the whole of today ever since she told me during pe lol. she's th best person to talk about paris and milan with :D since people like zhiyan hate it a lot and thinks its gay. simpsons very nice meh huh. hahaha kidding :) kaiwanxiu :>

lol anw i think i wont be posting as often already ):
since eoy is coming in like less than one month and i keep telling myself to start studying but i havent! not trying to fake. REALLY ok. ya so thats very bad.
will update twitter when i have mood anw, since i can use sms.
but can still check back once in a while ok. will still drop a post when i feel like (: just not as often. soooooo yup bye.

GHASTLY.

2009-09-08T16:27:00.005+08:00

life has been preeetty boring &no liferish.
so basically i don't think i'll have anything to blog about. so bye.

just kidding.
ok not funny but anyway i had my piano exam today so i really really feel like talking about it although i know nobody actually cares but still. let me say ok.
cause i really want to say. not like it was something very special or anything. but i really feel like saying something about it.

cause i totally screwed it up ok. i was still quite happy when the whole thing ended but after that the more i think about it the more irritated i get.
i have been hoping for an old man to be my examiner for almost th whole of yesterday since they have always been the nicer ones (:
&i really got a nice old man ok. but i totally wasted it luh. like what the. like what theeeh.
i think this time is the worst i've ever performed for practical &i'm like frigging pissed.
and of all grades i have to do badly for my grade 8 ): not trying to chen ji show off ok. but wa really damn depressed ):
can't imagine getting my noob results in a few months time. can just die.

ok probably you would have skipped the whole of my previous paragraph since you were totally not interested at all. but tell you ah i'm really very depressed ok. maybe i don't sound like i am but i am. right. i'm too pissed to continue. soooooooo yup. that's it bye.

I will still be there.

2009-09-05T18:51:00.006+08:00

hi we got back our results yesterday &must say tht everyone has been working really hard cause i seem to be lagging very behind.
didn't compare with anyone in class after exchanging th report slip with my zuowen since we were rushing off to have a lunch at 85 with all th guitar people.
but then after tht i got super irritated since among the 7 of us, 6 of them got L1R5 lower than me(._.) +among them were two 6pointers.
but ok since one of my results were keyed in wrongly so i got 3 grades lousier than i should have but then that made me a lousy 15pointer instead of a 12pointer.
not like that changes anything luh, since the thing i'm trying to say now is tht everyone is getting really competitive and i have no reason to continue slacking like this.

almost everyone is trying to make improvements. not like its a bad thing since surely everybody wants to do well.
but the thing is that i should be studying soon. not trying to compare with others but then aiya just cant carry on like this. so yup i neeeeed to make some changes soon :)

ok but not yet. since i've got my piano exam coming up this tuesday so i've got pieces to practise &many stuff to memorise. can't afford to fail/score badly this time.
wanna get a distinction a bit far from my current standard thou but you'll never know :) not trying to be a sucker or anything. lollll.

till then, i'll make my plans about school stuff.
not scoring badly right now but just not good enough. need to do betterr :D
can't be too easily contented if i wanna improve :D
hoping for L1R5 <10 the next time round. getting a biiiiittt too ambitious in this post huh.

edit: anw created a twitter account :D just for th fun of it. heh.

No way.

2009-09-01T16:41:00.003+08:00

Teacher's day celebration yesterday (:
wasn't exactly nice but wasn't really bad either.
other than th fact that i almost died since i was sitting behind all those garbage bags(lolll.) and my butt was like numb after crossing my legs for so long in jeans.
didn't dare to move a little bit cause i was afraid i would expose my butt. not a very nice sight ok.
&th thing about th garbage bags is cause 3f was in front of me and opg was all out to win so basically th whole of 3f wore garbage bags. not embarrassing at all man.
ok actually quite poor thing + i think they took super long to prepare.
oh well. Dj rocked still (: Darth vader woo :D

lunched at swensens after th celebration with michelle hsiaowoon and shuqi (:
waited for 11am to come so tht there would be 1 for 1 :))
oh yah. shuqi &th feedback form thing hahaaa :D
hsiaowoon left for parry after lunch so th remaining walked around. but we left really early ):

but anyway. it seems that even at sec 3 many people are still going back to their primary school.
like so many people around me all left after school to meet with their primary school friends &stuff. I always thought that people would only go back at sec 1 since everyone else is but will stop after a while.
ok so only unloyal people like me don't go back luh. ok luh. ok luh. thanks.
actually not really what. I still went back to konghwa last year with van ok :]]
but idk lah. just dont feel like going back. or is it even still around? -.-
lol i think i heard last year tht konghwa was shifting or something like tht. but ok nevermind. people like me living in th well so can't blame me for not knowing anything.

but anw. quite happy since there isn't any tests coming up this week :)
so its considered like a break since after this week would be th september holidays i think, before term 4 &th eoys come.
but i'm pretty sure some people have already started with their revision for eoy already.
i can easily name 5 people that are secretly studying at home/already planned what to study for the next 30 or so days. lol seriously -.-

but anyway. something else to show off:

yayy ok enjoy :D bye.

tell me y.

2009-08-27T16:55:00.003+08:00

finally done with all th tests :D

but then. sacrificed movie with the others just to come here ):
cause i'm poor + tired. &i got things to do + there's tuition later.
+there's nobody at home so i gotta settle dinner mahself.
helping my father to do some stuff on the computer now since he possesses computer knowledge of like zero.
but given th speed of my computer i'm blogging while i'm at it :D

and anw. i'm keeping to a budget for 12 days ok. cause i'm poor&broke.
today is day 6 already :D weekends not counted. so yup. restraining myself from outings and subway or any other place tht sells food tht is over my budget.
which just makes me more antisocial than i already am.
so another way you can help me is to click my ads when you see any :D not trying to advertise again or anything. ha.

anw. lol@ th birdshit on zhimin's table. currently shuqi's table.
zhiyan circled it and called it chocolate ;]
and stupid shuqi until now still don't know she's sitting on a table with dried up birdshit.
don't know how many times she touched it today already.
ok now tht i'm thinking about it. did she touch me today???? omgedz. can die.

hahs. anw i'm done with th stuff i'm supposed to do so i think i'll stop here.
need to prepare for tuition anyway. ha.

----ed.

2009-08-23T19:31:00.002+08:00

hi i'm dying.
piano practical on 8 september, 2 weeks from now i think.
super not prepared yet ok. ):

+i don't understand chem &th test's on tuesday.
plus physics en emath test on thurs. not stressful at all.
neeeeed to study but _______ is irritating me much.

anyway. help me click my ads ok thanks :)
bye will do a proper update next time.

so i bid mine goodbye and never knew.

2009-08-15T18:31:00.003+08:00

too lazy to update nowadays. :D

losing th ability to blog properly. ah.
so anyway. life's been rather fruitful lately and i don't know why i'm talking weirdly right now.

ever since th lime surprise incident yesterday srsly almost died.
hahaaaaa. lime. surprise!
don't know how to say properly but just. aiyaaa. frikkking funnyyyyy omg :D
basically. lime surprise is a name for this ice cream.
and zhiyan got a surprise yesterday while eating it. laughed like crazy in th iron cage/lift.
lollllllllll. surprise! :DDDD still laughing over it now.

anw. i can't really remember other things tht happened this week since the lime surprise affected my everything greatly.

but just a few stuff tht i definitely won't forget.
#1. i got yanjiang on monday i think &i don't know what topic to do about.
#2. i neeeeeed to find my capo(howtospell) if not get another one or else nancy koh will hate me even more &mr shi will be sad ):

aiya seriously losing a lot of things recently. super irritated.
but as for my capo(????), dont know whether its dead or alive. ah. stress. save me plz.

let's talk about yesterday.

2009-08-08T18:57:00.003+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiii. national day celebration at school yesterday :D
nothing much to say cause it was quite boring.
they should srsly come up with something new luh. can't believe next year's going to be the fourth year watching them plant trees.

k but anw after that went out with hazel zhiyi michelle &shuqi :D
lunched at bk, walked around and we took neoprints. hahs frikkking funnyyy so long since i last took neoprints and even longer for michelle (since p2 lol) spent super long to convince her so she agreed in th end :)
then went over to hmv at heeren. and we spent super long time there dont know doing what. then shuqi left and we went to watch UP :D in 3D yo.
but to tell the truth the 3D also not very nice and it's super ex ok. not worth it but nevermind. the movie was still okay. hahs i liked the cone of shame lol :D
yup so after the movie we went home. and that's it.

oh anw. in case some people still don't know, yesterday's date was 070809 :D not like i had nothing better to do but to notice stuff like this. ha.
k bye.

remember.

2009-08-04T19:30:00.002+08:00

fever on and off. freeaally irritatingz + spoil my day.
totally wasted th rare no school day tdy. pathetic shitx or what.

lazy all day, nothing accomplished. /:

go on.

2009-08-01T19:03:00.005+08:00

handover yesterday& i don't really have anything to say but th election part was stuuuups ;D
some cool group voted same as our group for everything luh. frikkkking funny but still minority most of th time. but ok. different people different opinions. no hard feelings yo.

dinner at swensens after tht :]
oh wait. on our way we got stuck in th mrt lift.
thanks luh. people singing ave maria eh.
so yup. swensens was ok. haven't went there for years en th icecream part was obviously still the best ;D but in the end th bill was like crazy ok. hahs.

and i haven't talked about th apec performance on tuesday yet.
so basically its just like that lor. other than th fact tht we were totally ignored by those so called ministers since they only paid attention to their cocktail. other than one loner :)
haha and the thing about sand flies lolllll :]]]

ok my whole post is about guitar but i really got nothing to talk about other than guitar so yup that's it :)

rock on! :]]]]

#329

2009-07-26T15:25:00.007+08:00

trying to get over my horrible hair ):
still hate it like shit and i just realised something this morning.

that i look super like zhiyan right now.
brown spects + fringe. nuuuuu.
at least there's no algae on my spects hahs :]

but seriously not going to cut my hair forever until i die. ok not really.
but anyway. there's school tmr. can die.
not like anybody cares or anything :) but i care super a lot ok.
didn't dare leave th house ever since th haircut.
like wtshitz. overreacting but people depressed what ):

aiya. k anw. i'm lagging but i just realised tht ft island is actually nice after watching this :]]

:D
super change in mood but yuh. makes me forget about my hair for a while so i like:D

ok thts it. ciao.

sad days.

2009-07-25T18:55:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiii i'm back :D

past week has been really busy again. with guitar hahs.
got used to alto guitar alrd ;] but still damn stress like tht ):
really tiring but th going home part is funnnnn :]
acting feminine, staring at patches of grass in th middle of nowhere &singing ave maria in th iron cage/lift :]]]] happy stuff many ;D

BUT. i'm really depressed now cause i cut my hair.
super ugly i tell you. worse thn sec 1 hair ):
at first i wanted to not cut my hair for like super long cause i wanted super long hair.
BUT THEN. nancy/potassium hydroxide (KOH) pressurised me to cut ok.
tht explains my pathetic state right now.

anyone with nicer hair than me (which means everyone),
DONT TALK TO ME. or you die.

llamaaaaa. ;]

2009-07-15T20:26:00.007+08:00

chinese olevel oral over ytd :]
en our topic is like superduper easy i tell you.
not like i did very well or anything but i think ours is th easiest topic so far :D
plz luh. got lowest in class for oral th last time cause my teacher was mr chen yo.
chenzehou duh!!!! see him only want laugh. irritating shizzzzzzzz.
anw. i think i did okok only/: but don't care! over already and i'm happy :)

guitar tdy again. & i totally feel like dying already.
cuz. i'm now in alto guitar!!! & its like freaking difficult x10000000 ok.
small en cute but don't be deceived yo :) it sucks.
the sound is totally different from normal guitar so you play th note you see but what you get is not the note but another different sounding note which sounds wrong but is actually correct oh my ma.
hahs bet you don't understand but thts normal :]
i never knew it was so difficult luh ):
and there's only 2 of us playing tht part. stress or what. first guitar is th best plz.
neeeed to get used to it soon ):

anw. something else to add on. had loads of fun pissing somebody off tdy :]
and its really fun okkk. srsly :) and i didn't have to do anything at all.
tht person is just so scared of me la plz hahahahaha freaking amuseddddddd :DDDDDDD
hint. thtpersonhasanike72bag :D hmmm.

edit: llama gone! Cause i think its ugly. too bad :]
freaking stupid yes no? :D

anw. help click my nuffnang ads ok. thankyou ((:

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2009-07-11T19:40:00.004+08:00

so busy lately srsly felt like dying bt it's th weekends. so happy :D
lots to say. don't know how/where to start.

shall start with easier to remember things first.

guitar yesterday.
although all cca's supposed to be cancelled cause of H1N1, guitar still goes on as usual /:
and it's not really a bad thing ok. mr shi's superrrr nice, and something even happier.
got to go home with they all after guitar :)))))
going home with them is really like one of th happiest things about guitar.
+michelle and hsiaowoon(th speeding bullet) are back! :D
syf pracs were always sad cause they weren't around ): lonely&pathetic.
bt now everyone's back together :)

went to school with shuqi everyday. like ever since th back&side gates were closed.
(anw. heard tht 2 idiots went to climb over th changcheng fence& one of them got stuck. quite suspicious tht it might be _________. or maybe this thing isn't true at all in th first place and i got tricked. ha.)
but anw. about spending all this time with shuqi, i scared.
later i get influenced by her & become aunty then DIE. like srsly luh.

and, of course. have to mention th change of form teacher and seats.
ms samantha khoo is ha. & my new seat is ha.
ha (: can die.

btw. i didn't del my tagboard don't be stupid&look carefully thanks :] hahs.

J-style yo ;]]]]

2009-07-03T18:11:00.005+08:00

Omgz. watch this plz. seriously. my love since P6 ok?
and still is :D
Got distracted by many other koreans recently but then look at this.
lee jun ki is back ;]
Or maybe he already was long ago. lagging or what. but maybe you are too :)
so plz just watch love him to bits <3 so happy right now!!! :D

and just just stop tht idiotic playlist of mine luh. not really important now.
main priority is to watch! &th visuals are love.

btw. dont get frightened at 5:26 like i did.

will post about today sometime later. too high now hahs ;D

Now once again,

2009-07-02T17:29:00.004+08:00

simple things like this just make me crazy happy for th whole day ;D
not telling you th details anw.

3G outing +mrshudd yesterday.
nothing accomplished cause left superrr early with zhiyi & shuqi.
antisocial shitz luh. en shuqi called zhiyi mbf(act funnyy!!!!) for being th cause of our antisocialism. stupid aunty ;D
so basically we left after lunch (._.) at pizzahut, &skipped th movie ):
zhiyi went home to watch some show i never knew existed so then walked around t1 with shuqi.
srsly shuqi aunty like some stupid aunty lah. buy1get1free wtshitz.

anw. another 3G lunch on friday funny? :D

you're the one.

2009-06-23T14:44:00.007+08:00

hello happy birthday to me :)
ok actually now i think birthdays aren't tht big or whatever to me anymore but still happy birthday :D once again, during holiday.
last year was the first time in my life(._.) that my birthday happened to be on a school day and it was on the first day of school& a beeett overwhelming. a bit. hahas.

anw thanks all those who remembered my birthday& message/msn/tagged or whatever.
not acting popular! but thankyou ((:

anyway,

not sure how long ago this photo was but THIS. Ss501. :D
dont know what's with their latest japanese album(a bit gay),
but in my playlist is songs from their previous/long time ago album. stupid uh.
+1 from tht gay album and a few extras. korean/japanese i still like luh :]

just to add on. a spoiler to this post.
ELEARNING SUCKS FOREVER. k bye.

ktg-

2009-06-21T16:39:00.007+08:00

alps cancelled and everyone's happy ;]
they should have done that a long time ago huh.

so yup. extra time and everything :D
though i actually have nothing much to do. haven't been going out for verrry long. but.
not really interested for th time being. lol no lifer or what.
going to continue cont with my youtube :)))))))))))
missed it for like 5 days while i was over the seas. hahs not funny.
oh and i'm not done with those photos yet hur. lazybones again.
another time i guess :) or maybe not.

anw. super grateful to those who helped click my ads ;D
continue clicking ok, will be even more grateful! hahas stupid(:

BACK.

2009-06-19T14:44:00.015+08:00

hello i'm back from my trip :) macau, zhuhai and hongkong.
basically it was super boring and no life cause i was in a tour group (._.) with lots of old people.
went to many boring old places but still did some shopping so i'm still happy ;]
my father was verrrrrrry irritating throughout th trip trying to act sociable when he's just socialising with a bunch of old people tht just wanna have their holiday in peace-.-
and he thinks he's popular luh! whattheshit. frigging uncool but that's my father so yuh:]

anyway. many boring picts of boring places i went below. ha see or not up to you.

post macau picts first ;D
still got zhuhai and hongkong nxt time feel like thn post.

boring:

if you think th places below look familiar yes its th place you're thinking about ;]

if you dont know what i'm talking about then nevermind you're just plain stupid :D kidding!

seeseesee.

my friend:)

told ya.

if you still can't recall anything from here then you're really very stupid:D

kidding again. but really love this thing luh ;]

more friends.

just joking ;]

k Macau done ;]

2009-06-12T17:19:00.006+08:00

ON HOLIDAY :D

meanwhile, since you have nothing else to do here,
help me click my nuffnang ads k~
wanna see more money when i come back!!! lollll. ;]

&listen to gee. act cute much ;D
quite long ago and crappish mv+ dance.
it would probably make you irritated or something(._.), but tht's not th whole purpose.

k byebye :D happyyyyyyy! :D
will be back on thursday btw :)

geeeeeeeeee.

2009-06-12T12:04:00.005+08:00

hello i'm flying on sunday!!!!!!!! super looking forward (:
going where? hk, macau and some china place uh :]
3 places but won't be gone for very long luh.
less than a week kkkkkkkk :]]]]
and of course i'll be back on time for my birthday. not hinting anything or anything.
but anw i will be going somewhere cool during my trip! (:D) i mean like to me luh. dont really care about you(:
but check back after i return ok.
not everybody might be familiar with it though. ch.

k anw. at this time i would be talking about my homework already :)
and obviously i haven't done much other than 1 benchmark and reading a few pages of a chinese book which is boring times 6 x 10tothepowerof23 or whatever.
wanted to be hardworking by starting on chinese hw at first. but i didn't have gao zhi so it's not really my fault or anything cause it has nothing to do with lazybones or wdv k :]
but anyways things will work out. after my trip :D
maybe macau sells anglican high gaozhi. ok hopes.

anw nothing to say already. so yup. bye.

do you mind.

2009-06-06T19:39:00.016+08:00

[edited]
just wanna show you this. :)

not being whatever or whatever but handsome :D
stupid to be crazy over them now but people only finish watching recently what-.-
so just let me be happy for now :]

k that's all i wanna say bye.

-

2009-06-03T18:10:00.002+08:00

i realised i've been spending lots of time on youtube nowadays and i think i'm dying from all this.
like srsly luh. but cant help it luh addicted alr ha:)

ya anyway. suddenly felt sorry for my blog so decided to have some changes and make myself feel less guilty (:
changed my stupid boring skin to a just as boring skin ha funny.
just for the fun of it :)
couldn't be bothered with th links.
will update my links some other day when i decide to feel sorry for my blog again.

k anw. monday was outing with zhiyan joy michelle and hsiaowoon (:
yes th guitar people :] short of cherylang and xinying ):
but anyway still had fun luh :D
lunch was super funny cause of joy th weird people sitting near us ;D
watched night at the museum 2. ha stupid movie. i didn't even watch part 1 luh. irritating.
but it was still quite funny luh :]]] like all the characters are like lolll.
we weren't embarrassing in the cinema at all :D if you believe me hur.
children's arcade aft tht. not embarrassing at all :D not.
played tht jackpot thing. like you're supposed to hit 1000 and the nearer you get the more your tickets and stuff ;D
zhiyan and michelle got 30 tickets and it was super funny when you see all the tickets like srsly xD
i got 1 ticket thanks lah-.- irritating game.

lit seminar today. boring shit and waste of time but whatever (:
breakfast with joy zhiyan and parents o.O and joy's father is super act funny. just to let you know :)

k i'm actually bored from the things i'm posting alr so going to stop here.
gonna cont youtubing alr bye! :D

it's you.

2009-05-30T18:49:00.003+08:00

;]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

hello holidays :)
lollll. i'm so happy :D

will be going out almost everyday next week. like monday-thursday :)
and i'm going overseas on th second last week of holidays. swine flu noooo ):
but my aunty parents decided to buy masks to bring thr lollll. kiasu or kiasu?
anyways back to school on last week of holidays. +birthday. herm ;]
ha. so only 1 free week. have to dedicate th whole of tht week for homework /:
but still got like a million projects. oh my maa.

but i guess i'm still considered quite lucky cause no cca :) or else will dieee.

ha k anw. boring stuff ahead. you can just skip th next paragraph if you want.
let me talk about th previous week :D

debate was obviously shizzzz and i dont wanna talk about it anymoooor.
financial literacy course was crappy but i like tht lady x)
hip mother! hahahaha (:
she's really cool ok like srsly. you see what she wear and th way she talk really damn hip.
she likes using words like yo. ahah yo. ahahaha funneh.
army museum was dumb too :) ahaha go discovery centre for what.
got freaked out by th stupid merlion in the singapore vid thing. and michelle laughed like no mother. hatessssss.
little george :DDDDDDDDDD ha he's gay (:
everything else was like boring shit luh but i like tht uncle martin cause he's frigging funny ;D
took many boring shit photos and michelle was being overly weird :)
anyway hated those terrorist and whatever movie stuffs. almost died watching them. hur.
bus journey home was really funny cause shuqi sleeping with doraemon bag at window thr, super aunty+ weird 8D

report book on friday. L1R5 19-.- idiotic shit.
level rank is like 210 or something. ha.
maybe it sounds kind of sucky to some of you smart people reading this but its an improvement so yuh just go away. juuuussst kidding :)

k that's all for now! going to watch lotttttts of tv later!
happy holidays all! (:

?

2009-05-27T19:02:00.004+08:00

hi yes debate's over and many people have already blogged about it so yuh :]
guess everyone knows how sucky it was already(:
&yes certain cchms people were scolding us on their blogs and stuff like tht but i don't really care tht much either ;D
since they all got nothing to do with me at all.
but yuh no matter how they think ahs sucks and stuff, or see anything wrong with us saying pledge in malay (which is dumb), idk luh. thts just their own problem.
just think its kind of sucky. k whatever.
not like everyone there's tht horrible :]

anyway it's all over. so everyone's happy. ha.
k end.

314th.

2009-05-25T17:41:00.003+08:00

i haven't been blogging very often like i used to do everytime exams are over.
thts cause i've got nothing to blog about, like srsly.

life has been frigging boring luh! super irritated.

like k so everybody got back their results some time ago.
and they weren't very good or anything. hm.

oh, holidays are coming. hm.

k end. ha funny.

anyway.

herm just to add on cause i suddenly thought about it,
i'm really irritated by . (bolded it to make it more obvious:D) lately :)
not like i haven't before. always been ;]
but reading chapters we haven't learnt before from the chem txtbk even after exams are over just because there's nothing else to do, acting talented in music, having cca himself with the table during lessons & jumping at th word syncopation when nobody's even talking to him and just sitting near me is a beeeet(not copying zhiyan again or anything) irritating and lame and kind of sucks :]

haiya whatever. debate thingy with chungcheng tmr :)))
3G's going to school proud! [: kidding.
ya anw proud to say tht i'm like super very involved in this debate thing cause for once i've got a post k(:
mic tester :D
not like its very high rank or worth to be proud of or anything. actually its the lowest rank. boo.
worst of all there's 3 of us ;O like 3 mic testers fighting for mics to test [:
aiya anw its just logistics stuff which is crap. i'm just going to slack and at most test mic hahaha fun :] going to prepare a list of things i'm going to say while i'm at it tmr. testing.

ha!

313's

2009-05-20T17:24:00.003+08:00

i'm not supposed to be using the com now cause thts like frigging mugger toadish.
ahahahaa funneh. you won't get it if you didn't read th thing about s'pore stereotype thing in the mag ytd ;D not like i actually went to read it or anything. er.

anyway. yuh.
i just couldn't help it cause i've got nothing better to do.
didn't go school today, cause sick):
so yuh. stuck at home. not mugger toad luh!!!

anyway by now everyone should have gotten most of our results back already :)
horrifying? yes. aiya. L1R5 sure screwed like no mama alr [:
cause until now i only got 1 A1 which is emath :]] yay hari yati! ;D
not really sure whether i got A2 or B3 for amath.
C5 for chi and C6 for physics.
and B4 for everything else. other than eng and lit luh. still dont know yet.
but obviously english die :D thanks a lot luh.

aiyah. whatever. something not really related to anything i mentioned above:
i got new spects ;D brown k! :]]]]]]]]]

pictures, happy cps ((((:

2009-05-17T21:00:00.007+08:00

outing with they all tdy (:
haha long time no go out with them already so yuh today rocked :D
initially, we planned to celebrate cps birthday. late by 6 days lol whatever:)
actually we still did. but tht part only took like 10 seconds out of dunno how many hours so yuh:]

and you know what? i think everyone's changed. haha not really luh.
aiya irene's still th same irene luh [:
but cps become more auntie:D chope place omg! act cute act shy also leh! ;D
guihui changed frigging a lot cause she's no longer late by an hour like she used to-.- she was on time! oh my mama O:
and she eat faster already also :D faster than all of us. shocking? YES.
we still planned to leave her at mac and walk around th whole of tm and then come back fetch her or something:]]] in the end she ate faster than us luh!
still haven't gotten over the shock even until now.

k anyway let th pictures do th talking now [[[:
many blur and small eyed picts(GRRRRRRRR) but whatever ;D

surprises, hearts and up.

2009-05-15T19:01:00.006+08:00

:D

today's a happy day and tomorrow's going to be even better:D other than tuition):
if only everyday could be like this:)

tomorrow's going to be an interesting day! ;]
&

starting tomorrow! haha.

superrr looking forward to sunday too! (:
outing with irene guihui and pehsiang :D , <3

so let's just not think about monday for now ;]

nothing else.

2009-05-14T17:02:00.005+08:00

yesyes happy or what ;DDDDDD

finally all overrr! ;]
k actually i don't really feel anything although midyears are like finally over, but anyway still happy tht i got my freedom back :)

and no school tomorrow! haha until monday when we get our papers back.
don't really think i'll do well or anything cause i wasn't really prepared for most of the papers but nevermind. its the process:D
uh ok what was tht for-.- haiya but ya i'm just happy all this is over luh(:

and anyway. just returned from outing with michelle hsiaowoon and shuqi :))
walked around plaza sing and there wasn't much to do luh. but most of our time was spent looking for ugly shuqi bunnies omg! x] just kidding.
and hsiaowoon and her korean stuff. though i'm looking forward to the new korean show coming up! :DDDD yesyes boys over flowers(:
after all the influence. and all th guys inside frigging handsome ;D other than mr curly hair-.-
there weren't any movies to watch other than lame ones:D hahaha. so no movies. but still, today happy :]]]

got tuition later noo): spoil mood. uh k ya but anyway to cheer myself up, i'm going to go out every single day from now woo ;D kidding. but made some plans already. ahaha looking forward! :]]]

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2009-05-09T17:13:00.003+08:00

oh no i'm slacking again O:

k but anw 6 papers over alr:)
3 more to go! jiayouu!!!! ;DDD

say.

2009-05-02T19:16:00.011+08:00

I need to:

Study!!!!!!!!
somebody stop me from all these distractions):

sorry. i had no idea tht you were feeling so horrible all this while.
i want to let you know that i have never ever meant it that way.
and sorry. for giving you all the wrong impressions.

2009-04-30T16:45:00.002+08:00

hello. yes i'm blogging again and this will be my last time until the mid years are over:)

yes guitar syf was over just a while ago and we rocked like no mama ;D
gold with honours! :) so happy. lol.
srsly unexpected and stuff but yes we did it! :)

paper one's over too and i'm the only stupid shizz tht did question four for english luh!!
its like the worst compo i ever wrote in my life, like wtshit.
and dont ask me what i wrote cause i'm never ever going to tell you even until i die cause you're gonna laugh at me so there.

and don't ask me why i've been making weird and very very wrong decisions lately but i decided to cut my hair yesterday. for fun.
and it's like frigging short en ugly now and yuh. i'm not going to cut my hair for the next one year. just like shuqi:))

another thing. i'm finally going to change my phone :D
hope i wont make like the third wrong decision in the week cause tht kind of sucks.

kay whatever. i'm going to study for mye already!
people havent started yet leh!!! wanna die ah i want to get L1R5 6 one de leh okeh? :))))

hahahaha lol. AS IF :]

!!!! <3

2009-04-28T18:55:00.005+08:00

yesyes i'm proud of us ;D

love mr shi loads.
and i very love mrs koh very very a lot.

♥♥♥♥♥! :D
i've never imagined how wonderful this actually feels:D
proper post next time:)

2009-04-26T16:16:00.002+08:00

syf tomorrow.

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2009-04-22T18:46:00.002+08:00

2.4 yesterday. didn't do my best but whatever.
doesn't really matter anyway :)

but i'm like freaking tired now.
and syf in 5 days? yup.
but to tell the truth i don't think we're doing very well now):
we really really need to work even harder.

i srsly want a gold luh. so yuh. last 5 days. thts like damn horrifying.
but for now. i should just stop complaining about how sucky life is with cca everyday. i feel like i've got no life or something. wait did i just do it again? sorry couldn't help it.
tht's going to be the last time i'm going to do that, but for now i'm like superly tired after trying my best to smile and move and stuff during pracs.
but i've got like problems keeping my eyes open. especially when i see tht zhiyan's eyes are always closed.
no wait they arent. whoops small eyes how could i forget:))))

but anyway coming up there'll be guitar pracs everyday,chem test on friday, chinese oral on saturday, syf on monday and paper 1 on tuesday. ahahaha what a joke. lets just say my life rocks like qweaewotauhseuotiaewuinyvi ya thanks that was really encouraging.
and to add on to mid years are really close and i got a lot of stuff to catch up on but looks like i don't have the time to start studying cause my life kind of sucks right now.

can't wait for all this to be over:)

it's a small world after all ;D

2009-04-18T11:51:00.006+08:00

did i say tht i won't be updating? :D

but i figured i got to wish irene happy birthday so ;D

happy birthday ahahahaha :)))))))

k ya anw see tht ugly photo up there? harmony concert lol ;D

but anyway. guiter syfffffffffffffff!!!!!!!! (purposly spelt guitar wrongly for irene) in 9 days hahaha i'm counting down okeyy. (whoops was tht spelt wrongly too?)

ya so ugly hair and ugly costume in 9 days whee. am i looking forward? YES!

joining guiter stuff are srsly a good way to uglify yourself but yah. potassium hydroxide enjoys tht so yay fun!

(potassium hydroxide is K OH thankyou.) ahahahahah not funneh.

guiter prac ltr!!!!!!!!!!! like first time in my life i'm going for guiter on saturdays. and there's like prac everyday as in really everyday. like monday to saturday. so not stressful leh, thanks lah.

k but guiter pracs aren't really that bad anymore i guess cause potassium hydroxide is starting to make some sense now although she still hates me for my hair but i can't be bothered about tht already so i'm going to love chemistry lessons from now on. wait that wasn't really related.

anyway if you've got nothing to do you can go find how many times i spelt guitar like how irene does. i bolded them to make it easier for you :) does that sound like fun? :D

anyway i did that to let irene know that she's not alone, and it isn't all really that bad to not be able to spell guitar properly. at least she knows how to spell her own cca name. hermonica. wait did i spell it correctly?

whatever life goes on ;D so yah. happy birthday ;DDDD

but still.

2009-04-16T19:28:00.003+08:00

i didn't know O:
i didn't know how close the mid years actually were!

the intensity of guitar pracs is like shit and yes i'm very very afraid cause syf is coming and i really want us to do well but something i'm just as afraid of is that midyears are drawing so very near and i don't even have time to be nerdy(study!!!!!!!!!!)
so yah.

i'll just leave this rotten place to die.

or maybe not(:

good friday, replay.

2009-04-10T12:09:00.008+08:00

yesterday was a really bad thursday.
(hahahahagoodfridaybadthursdayahahahahahaha. okaynotfunneh-.-)

k ya anyway yesterday sucked.

like after chinese lit math tests and then summary and physics makeup,
there's like guitar. and then tuition!!!!!! until 9.30 luh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i've been going on en on from morning till night luh. like seriously.

and there's 6 tests next week wtshit. dying from stress now.
i'm not really sure when is what test but on average its like 1.2 tests per day plus guitar after school everyday except tuesday so freaking stressful ok.

need to tolerate all this for a little while longer cause syf is coming in 2-3 weeks and guitar needs to do well so go zixing.
life will be better after this :)

#300, come back.

2009-04-07T18:48:00.005+08:00

what a horrible week ):

oh wait it's only tuesday. but still this week sucks lah can.
and there's like 4 tests on thursday. disgusting.
i'm like dying here now. boooooo.

i bet everyone in 3G is feeling as sad as me now. maybe i should sing a song or something to cheer all of you up.

wait that wasn't really relavant and sounded really weird.

but i'm suddenly thinking about nobody by wondergirls. and zhiyi's rap part ha.

oh sbj tdy was really funny xD
k i srsly don't know what i'm talking about.

but council pres election thing tmr! whoamivotingforhehehe.
eh and what's with the sms thing luh. so act cool la can. grr.
k lah now i have to use my obiang phone! goshed. who came up with that idea luh its like srsly i feel like beating that person up right now.

anyway my point of this post was supposed to be about how horrible this week was but uh. nevermind.

what a horrible week. that sums up the post uh :)

turn around.

2009-04-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

april fools :)

and 3G enterprise day tdy :)
really successful and we're like super rich now. just kidding.
but yuh. we earned lots lots so yay 3G rocks ;D

anyway. this stupid song is like in my head now.
it isn't a very nice song and actually kinda irritating but grrr i cant help it cause its freaking addictive so somebody tell it to get out my head please thankyou:)

vannyday + skg ;D

2009-03-30T14:25:00.011+08:00

happy birthday to this person over here! :D

hahahaha vanny wan ;D

old pictures 8D

hahaha childhood friend-.-

she's like one of the rare few people from khs that actually still maintain contact with me though separated lol, so really grateful ;DDD

and i think i know her very long already? like from p5 :]]]

k lah maybe i knew pehsiang even longer. like from p3-.-

BUT. that isnt the point now :D

basically i feel like an evil ass cause i forgot her birthday last year, and last last year-.-

but i finally remember this year okay! only because she reminded me the other day._.

k that totally sucks luh, but at least i didn't forget again.

so lets cross our fingers and hope i won't forget again next year cause it really sucks.

she remembers my birthday and i forget hers all the time. somebody remind me next year thanks ;D

oh and btw. its shuqi's birthday also. ehhh.

17 alr leh-.- and she still plays weird games like xiaonei :DDDDDDDD

hahaha lol. bet you dont know what is that right ;D

that's because you have a life! are you glad to hear that? :D

i can say it again for you. cause you have a life. :))

oh and in case you're wondering from my title what's skg, its shuqi's favourite ;DDD

LOLLL x]

#297

2009-03-27T21:14:00.005+08:00

today is a really sad day.

guitar syf auditions just now ))):
and aiya dont really know what to say luh.
cause i think anything i say now will sound disgusting or something cause i got in but still /:

about 30 more days left.

anyway my saturday is totally screwed luh.
sports thing tomorrow. dont really feel like going cause i got tuition okay?! twoinarow somemore.
hahaha lol whats wrong with being a nerd 8D
want study cannot ah.
but aiya shouldn't be that bad cause i think the sports people should have practised really hard for it. so i'll go :) lols.

oh and sorry for not updating for very long again-.-
busyyy. and i dont really have the mood to post.
some more i've got no pictures and stuff cause i'm currently camera phone-less. which is like really irritating.
but i'm like a month+ more till i get a new phone. like around a few days after syf.
k la damn sad life-.-
but i can do it okay! i've survived for a month plus already. so another one month plus shouldnt be a problem ;D
lols was tht meant to be a joke?

anyway i think my brain cant really function properly from all that torture in the afternoon sitting by the window (sunn!!!!!) and increasing my chances of getting skin cancer. erm not really related but anyway my point is that i don't really feel like continuing my post now so bye.

teehee.

2009-03-24T18:59:00.004+08:00

it's term twooooooo;D
itsbeensolongalreadyandimstillthinkingaboutsadstuffshappeninglasttimewhyyyyy.
thatreallyreallymakesmeverysad. ):

`

2009-03-20T21:10:00.008+08:00

the week's finally over (:
sort of. i meant guitar pracs luh.
tiredededed. but i'm happy cause i can finally enjoy the remaining of my holidays(:
like 2 days? oh wait isnt that just the weekends?
ahahaha. what a joke(:

and if you ever thought that my posts were boring, which you shouldnt be since you're still reading it, consider going for a week of guitar:)
free trial, anyone interested? :D
you can take my seat:)

anyway i should be starting on my homework now. hahaha (second joke of the post.)
or start preparing for like, the midyears, which is like 10 weeks away!
so much can be accomplished in two days! :D
did you think that was a joke too? :)

;D

btw, before i go, thanks a lot for keeping my blog as alive as ever. though the tags are getting kind of weird. er still much appreciated.

this isnt a very nice place to be in uh. ]:

there's nothing wrong.

2009-03-16T19:08:00.002+08:00

thanks a lot luh. guitar everyday.
holidays are like waving hi and goodbye or something.

but anyway. i've decided to be not so in hibernation mode during guitar.
i will work hard okay. if i dont get distracted.
another what 40+ days to syf? or maybe less.

chances of us keeping the gwh thing is really low but must work hard and not make mr shi sad cause he's really a nice guy. oh and so is nancy. lol
i know when to be serious so yuh:) will work hard! cheer me on uh. :))))

i know it irritates all of you cause i mentioned this a lot of times, but my theory exam is finally over, so yuh this is the last time you get to see this till next year:)
and i'm really happy cause i think i can pass, so happy ;D

and i think i'm kinda lag as usual but results on friday. hahahaha.
ok luh. term one ;) basically i always score well in the first term since i always ask myself to work hard. but no stamina rrrrrr):
k lah will try my best.

and changed seats. ok lor my area almost no change like that._.
joined tables with vanessa. but i kinda think she's really scary sometimes.
and she and shuqi are really freaky-.-
they're bringing weird grocery stuff to school. like milk grapes oranges apples and celery. and broccoli. i'm sitting in between both of them fyi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just in case you dont know of my existence :))

this is the last time, promise.

2009-03-10T18:18:00.005+08:00

i need to stop myself from using com shitttt.

theory exam in 4 days D;

sorry for mentioning it in every single post-.-

but i really got to study hard and i cant afford to fail ):

i really really need to stop wasting precious time cause there'll be guitar everyday after today.

will be back after the 14th:)

k luh isnt really a very long wait-.-

but yuh.

four more days!

right now.

2009-03-08T16:04:00.006+08:00

3G bbq yesterday ;DDDD

yay fooooooood :)

this bbq is like really different from all the bbq i went so far. but like it loads ;D

all the ghost stories and stuffffff. hahaha funnn :))

and quite a lot of people went :)

but not all in picture though cause some left earlier)):

anyway thankyou tanying for the picture ;D

i went there kinda late i guess. like 630. cause i had TUITION. grrr.

and it was raining quite heavily around 3+ but luckily it stopped luh :]

really happy now cause i think 3G is a really nice class :]

anyway next week week 10 already leh! :O

time passes really fast uh.

that favourite thing.

2009-03-05T16:57:00.005+08:00

hi all :D

my life's like revolving around tests nowadays.
but i'm not really stressed cause i cant really be bothered as there's really too many-.-

now what i'm stressed about is my music exammmm ):
its in less than ten days time! okay nine luh. i think.
its on the 14th. aiya go count yourself ;]

and guess what?
qingkang is taking grade 7 theory too.
and he's like taking it on the same day same place same time same everything as me luh-.-
seriously lah! cant believe i'm goina see him there. thats like totally bad luck luh.
just kidding ;D
and stupid shuqi is like going tiongbahru. or whatever ._.

oh anyway i wanna talk about yesterday.
went for guitar and we changed our strings! and i'm like really happy cause i changed all the strings on my guitar ON MY OWN. which is like :D
okay. maybe some of you are like laughing at your computer screen and calling me a noob but aiyah. whatever lah!
everyone has their first time one right? :DDD

joy and hsiaowoon didn't go yesterday. so michelle and i were like changing for hsiaowoon. halfhalf ;D
but i did the metal strings! ):
and zhiyan changed joy's ALONE. hahaaa. whoops.

anyway. 3G BBQ this coming saturday! :D
kinda weird luh-.- like between week 9 and 10 x)
but who cares? hahaha. and a lot of people are going :] happy!
lol really looking forward :)

and i just remembered i got yanjiang tomorrow and i dont know what to present about yet shit-.-
k lah. should not waste time anymore. still got physics tuition later. byebye.

-

2009-03-02T14:29:00.003+08:00

told you i'll be posting soon:)

today is monday. i like mondays :]
dont know whyyyyy. :D

anyway. got back Amath test today hahahahahahh :DDDDDD
failed obviously. got like 1 working mark for every question-.-
all the kpo people go count count how much i got :DDD

anyway i've got lots of things to do )))):
cause there's many lots of tests coming up.
like physics tomorrow and much much more tests after that which i dont remember.
and i havent done my debate. and the lame password thing. SS LUH.
and a lot of things lah. see lah! cant remember already. too stressed :DDDD

but i'll just end up lazing around the whole of today again.
just like yesterday and the day before._.
grrrr. k lah. things will work out ;DDDDD

anyway i finally bought a new bag ;DDDD love it like shit ;D
not going to use it yet though. sorry for being weird.
going to use it in term twooooooooooo :]
but i feel guilty for overspending and buying so many stuff recently ):
i need monehhhhhhhhh D;

oh and another thing. music theory exam in less than 2 weeks! on the 14th luh.
at smu. finding someone same place to go with meeeeeeeeeee.
haiya. anyway i think i'm going to fail-.-
stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!

):

gone the other way.

2009-02-28T19:38:00.009+08:00

i saw a rainbow the other day:D wednesday i think:)
pretty right? ;DDDDD
hahaha sorry for lag post again._.
cause busyyyy. rrrrr.

anyway i'm finally here with an update! :))))))))))))))))))))))

cause i thought i should be posting about simei care cip thing yesterday. so yeah. not being act cool.
was okay i guess. we didn't really do what we planned but i guess its still okay:]
that ronald person was really funny and cute lols ;DDDD

didn't take any photos ):
cause my stupid obiang phone is so lousy that it doesn't even have a camera.
even if it does i wont even take it out anyway :)
2 months 6 days more to getting a new phone:)))))))))))))
haha. how encouraging. talk about sad life uhhhh.

anyway. we all went for dinner after that. with mrs hudd:DD haha.
zhiyan went cause of sushi. but in the end we went to food court instead and she was making weird sounds all the way. whoops i'm blogging about her again. shit.

oh and i just realised that i've not been blogging for so long that i didn't even talk about what we did at junwen's house the other day while preparing for the cip thing.
well. basically there's nothing much to talk about luh. haha other than truth or dare. k done._.
oh wait. and i took like 1 hour to find his house :) how smart. at least i didn't have to climb over the fence :)

anyway. bought new clothes today :] happyyyyy ;DDDDD heeee.

k i'm done with this post! do check back in a month's time! just kidding. i'll be posting again soon :)

i think.

bye.

maybe not yet.

2009-02-22T12:19:00.003+08:00

sorry for leaving blog to die again.
couldn't help it x]

and you know what?
i just tuned in to okto yesterday! :D
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
sorry for lagging again._.
for like a few months? its okay man ;DDDDDDDD

going jw hse laterrrrrrrr. for the simei care centre thing:)
hahaha. thats it! another lousy post :D
okay bye.

the worst day of my life

2009-02-17T17:49:00.003+08:00

today is the worst day of my lifeeeeeee.

hahahaha no la just kidding.
but i irritated a lot of people by saying that many many times today.
for fun ;D

no lah. but today was really very horrible for me ok.
cause i lost my purseeeeee.
and everything is inside lah! including my phone. almost died.
hahahaa no lah i was cool :]

k here's the story.
so i left it in the bus this morning when going to school luh.
if you're asking me why i'm such an idiot i dont know whyyyye.
i just dont tap card when i leave bus lah can.

zz. so yah its missing.
and i bet some evil person saw it and just took it luh!
man i dont like dishonest people. Grrrrrr. -hates-

hahaha anyway vanessa was really weird.
maybe she thought i was sad or something. k i was a little bit sad.
but it wasnt that bad lol.
ok maybe i gave her the wrong impression when i made so much noise in the morning or something.
so she was like.
"look at the bright side. you can have a new phone new wallet new ezlink card with new photo and if your keys are inside you can have new keys and a new keychain!"
:D!

and zhiyan's reaction was really funny ok.
she was like -GASP-
and gave me 10 bucks-.-
but i'm not greedy ok :D

so anyway now i'm phoneless and ezlink cardless.
k not exactly phoneless cause my parents are going to let me use a REALLY OBIANG phone from tomorrow onwards :D
i think it will be able to match with zhiyan's specs. just joking.
anyway same number i think :) so yuh.
i hope it has like an antenna or something ;D just kidding :DDDDDDD
but most likely i wont take it out unless necessary -tries to protect my image-

oh but i lost all my contacts )))))):
people with initiative should know what to do uh :]

anyway. my roses are dyinggggggg ):
just to let you know :)

<3

2009-02-14T18:57:00.005+08:00

happy valentines :D

hahahaha must thank everyone for the presents ;D

thankyou thankyou :)

such nice people lol. i feel so loved ;D just kidding.

thanks for all the roses(whether real or fake haha) chocs sweets cards and stuff :))

love all of you <33

i dont really want to list out the names cause i'll sure leave someone out. (not trying to act popular:D)

anyway i love this year's valentines a lot :)

though its celebrated on friday 13 but its okay ;D

everybody's happyyyy lol.

k lah. maybe not everybody,eg. nancy koh.

she sure knows how to treat people on the day before valentines mannn :D!

what an assssssssssssssssssssss :D

somebody should buy a rose to cheer her up uh :]

but an example of extremely happy people-

michelle. valentines gifts for breakfast, lunch and dinner :DDDD

(excluding the rose)

plus. desire XD

hahahahahahaha.

happy valentine's day everyone! :)

--

2009-02-07T18:48:00.003+08:00

lots of things happened recently :D
but lazy to blog. aiya.

3G is hahahahha lol. not really sure how to describe.
lots of funny people. and weird ones around me.
lol just kidding. no wait. i think that was kind of true. x]

lessons are mostly funny haha ;D
cause the teachers are mostly funny too. maybe a few boring ones.
but at least they're all nice :)
other than july yeo. a bit noisy but nobody likes her so i guess she's kind of used to it already :D

guitar was much more enjoyable this week. cause its not in guitar room anymore! ahahahahahh.
so no sun yay! try guessing where our pracs are now conducted at.
you'll never find outtttttt ;DDDDD

anyway lots of tests coming up next week!
omg stresssssssssssssssssssss!!! ):
and i'm so going to die. but nevermind:D
eh what did i just say o.O

haha that's it.
busy week ahead!

i shouldn't be here.

2009-02-03T18:13:00.002+08:00

eh february already leh!
haha k sorry bitbit lag again-.-
but walao damn fast. haiya.
one month wasted just like that/:

oh and i tell you ah i havent got used to 2009 yet. lol.
i mean like a lot of my worksheet the date still write 2008 leh! o.o
shit luh. so irritating.

anyway today's chinese test today was stupid.
and i'm prepared to get really really low._.
ever since i failed the last tingxie. zz damn demoralising.

but nevermind:D ahahhh.
must be happy happier ;D

lol nothing to say so thats it ya tata! :)
things should be able to turn out better:)

kai xin!

2009-01-31T18:27:00.006+08:00

zz. left my blog to die again but nevermind.
another busy week has passed. damn tired-.-

k i'm goina talk bout chinese new year
what. lag cannot ah -.-

hahaha anyway cny was dumb.
and i'm like really irritated cause i've got so little relatives._.
you know how many place i went? twooooo.
kay basically that's okay. but all of them so niao one. walaooo.
and i don't want to reveal how much angpao money i got in case you all laugh at me.

oh and i watched chibi2 alreadyyyy :D
gawd DAMN NICE :D:D:D

and i didn't want to remember how stupid i was but i've also watched da xi shi alr.
dumb movie. i think its the horriblest movie i've ever watched in my whole life. yucks.

ohh. celebration in school on third day was eh. ok la.
haha and something stupid happened.
michelle and i wore like the same thing! like top pants colour sameeeeeeee.
kay not exactly everything the same but looks the same.
it was damn dumb can! like walao! we didn't even mention anything about what we were wearing the day before-.-
and we tried staying as far from each other as possible cause it was really lame lah.
later people see think we jiemeihua or what. zz.
then zhiyan lah! assembly dowan sit between us ._.
grr. and at least 10 people asked why we wore the same thing-.-
hahahaha but really funny tho :)

went 3G class outing after that.
i was really sad that i missed the 2E steamboat):
but i had to make a choice lol.
yah lah! then watched that stupid da xi shi! walaooo.
lol and did some other stuff. quite fun la:D

oh yah i wanna talk about the sec1 orientation yesterday! ;D
hehe i like ;D
but no water/dirty games cause banned o.O
lol didn't know got such thing sia. but damn sad la.
then stay in guitar room play the same games damn long-.-
but the games the 7 of us played were fun ;D cause all never play before lol.
like the weird game that made me have a backache cause everyone's hands were on the floor._.
but laughed a lot ;)
and hainanjifan very funny ;D cause we didn't just play normal boring hainanjifan
we played with high&low voice haha! laughed like shit when i played XD
then this junior played with us and he's damn cute! lol. esp the high voice part XD
oh and i think this year's juniors all okay lah:D hehe. but the names all so difficult remember onee /:
haiya nevermind. will get to know them next time. after they join us :]

heehee you make me so :D

/happy! ;D

why.

2009-01-25T15:40:00.006+08:00

uh sorry for not posting for some time.
busy. and lazyyyyyyy.

guitar on wed thurs fri-.-
terrible luh! cause the aircon spoilt.
and zhiyan and i are like sitting by the window. which is worse! ):

people will be like "omgawd its like sooo hot. lets open the windows so there'd be some wind" :D:D:D
when there isn't any at all-.-

at about three i'll be like"the sun is spreading!"
at about three-thirty i'll be like "the chair is melting!"
and at about four i'll be like "walau i want go home lah!"

lol sorry people around me-.- for making so much noise and complaining so much. XD

and basically. increasing amount of guitar pracs is just increasing my blackness-.-
k lol i'm not black yet-.- but sooner or later i will.
and why aren't there any curtains???? gawd.

and you can't imagine how hot it is okay?!
like when you step out of the guitar room, it just feels like heaven.
"WAH SHIOK AH OUTSIDE GOT AIRCON LEH"

-.-

oh anyway. had photo taking on friday.
and i remember something funny hahahaha XD

zz.

oh. and had guitar auditions for syf on friday cca.
and i almost got scammed!
cause weixiang said that among joy zhiyan and me, only 1 person got in.
and i was like O.O!!!
and zhiyan thought she sure out.
cause during the auditions she made a really loud and obvious mistake XD

but it turned out she just wanted to trick us again.
liarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

anywaye. chinese new year tmr! :D
ANG PAOOOOOOOOOO!!!
are you all excited?
oh yah and eating tuan yuan fan later 8D
looking forward :D!
yayyyyyyy! :)

okie anw i gtg so bye.
and happy chinese new year to everyone in advance uh! :]